when_blathes_collide
Mahayana holding_on quietly_she_bluffs wish_you_were_her

maybe_im_wrong how_the_beginning crawls
network_of_eyes lonliness
weathering_the_storms
what_belongs
disintegrating_mirror what_am_i_now

whatsa_beautifulgrrrl_likeudoing
weaving_affirmations_4_self_esteem
magic_ingredients_in_life
what_i_am ... your_eyelids your_arms
pleasingly_twisted ... your_face

surreal_breathing
what_i_am_learning to_have

bathtubs_overflow
your_eyes falling_exotically
complicatedly_precious you_move
falling_exotically

whatever_you_give_away all_shall_perish
desolation_and_silence sublimity_of_the_waste
whatever_you_give_away
whatever_you_give_away

cycles_repeat ... whats_your_sign whats_your_sign whats_your_sign
a_soul therein_closed_lips
eye_of_fire angel_kisses
i_regret what_i'd_like_to_burn
emergency_exit cycles_repeat

ferris_wheel 24fps_movements
feather_weight_dumbbells strip_silence
cycles_repeat closed_lips cycles_repeat

how_lovely ...
maybe_someday
waiting delusions_of_inadequacy
waiting strength
pocket_totems waiting maybe_someday

self_asphyxiation what_i'm_feeling_right_now

my_perfect_love ... i'd_die_for_you ...
our_song my_perfect_love ... continues_without_ever_having_to_start
it_ended_without_ever_having_to_end
my_perfect_love
lunar_aspects flow'_'_'_'_' until_summer
... nothing_fills_the_emptiness
spring_arrives still_searching_skies
make_love_with_me i_need today
when__love_and_chaos______collide
lunar_aspects flow'_'_'_'_'
i_need today
love__theheavens_theinfinite______
chaos__thesea_thedeep______
make_love_with_me
i_need today 'when_night_is_falling'
lunar_aspects flow'_'_'_'_'

anima_mundi
tonight_stars_are_falling
anima_mundi fermata

its_sunday time_2_clean
dance mentally_unbalanced
he_died_and_not_metaphorically
charcoal_the_carcinogen
scordatura i_dont_have_words
glass sticking synchronicity
it_shall_end_with a_layer_of_dust
it_shall_begin_with danse_macabre
become___becoming___shall_be

sleep closet_sleeping sleep
sleep hiding the_bee sleep
o_semicolonpbr_upi maybe_its_not_enough
i_just i_just i_just
i_wanna_hear_you_scream o_semicolonpbr_upi

your_voice familiar_voiceloop_of_3's
you destiny fate
faith hope you
you_transcend______i_fall_down
where_did_you_sleep_last_night
warm_encompassing_folds natures_edge
prolonged_lingering thirsting_for_blood
reaper_of_reality deceitful_truths
familiar_voiceloop_of_3's
you destiny fate
faith hope you

she_said fairytales
there_it_goes_again
what_you_just_can't_blather
fairytales ... fairytales
there_it_goes_again
this_is_as_bad_as_it_gets
universal_justice___'and'___the_eyes_of_truth

im_sorry i_wanna_die cosmic_chaos
im_sorry i_wanna_die im_sorry
i_just_wanna_let_go
tired_of_being_invisible
i_just_wanna_let_go
im_sorry ..... this_is_as_bad_as_it_gets

curvaceous_'and'_decorative moon_boots
aloof_and_soulless i_pulled_off_your_wings
aloof_and_soulless
aegean_sea layers_are_unraveling
there_was_definitely_something_there
layers_are_unraveling

icicle
it_began_with winter
it_ended_with solstice
aroused_ponderings
i_cannot_live_without_you_with_you
its_not_the_truth_that_hurts
nothing_is_natural

sanity_senses_reasoninconfusion
beautiful_freak
just_breathe_my_dear_just_breath
conversating_salamanders_and_fish
sanity_senses_reasoninconfusion

yang yin yin yang yin yin yin yang
the_weakening_cycle
the_controlling_cycle
the_enhancing_cycle
the_bagua_or_placement_map
the_middle the_north_west
the_west the_south_west metal
the_south the_south_east
the_east the_north_east
the_north wood
stau mbei aki
evolve silence
dark_star
imagination
reality blue_or_green snakes_and_spirals
undying_love complicated_girl

music_pours_out unraveling_fears
endurable_aching in_the_air_tonight
i_love_those_moments say_you_love_me
say_that_4_times_fast

sand_and_gypsum we_are_restless
destruction_of_loves_beauty
destruction_of_natural_beauty
in_the_background i'm_out_of_control
this_is_not a_blessing i_miss_you
tap_roots
depression chants refracted
tap_roots
this_is_not a_blessing i_miss_you

trembling blue_shadows complementary_hues
_'____soundless____'_ solitude
reflections_upon_sky
elsewhere _i_have_chosen_soft_living_
where_wimmin_predominate respective_destinations

what_gives_me_hope
what_gives_me_energy in_nothingness

where_wimmin_predominate respective_destinations


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birdmad wow 020424
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pralines&cream i knew it was you, i just knew

wow, how beautiful
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kerry holy bejesus!

haha

clever, stunning, beautiful
*kudos to you*
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god damn 020424
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tourist You Know You Have Too Much Time On Your Hands When You Can Pull Off That Kind Of Research Project For The Sake Of Entertainment... 020425
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Daria Jesus christ what in the world was that? 020426
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phi.l no_sleep_tonight I_bought_a_van
what_can_I_do ?
seeing_me as_they_dragged_me_by_my_feet now_I_get_it what_i_would_have_done
i_gotta_truck_full_of_amps the_hole_in_me layers those mom_and_dad not_found
name_game in_my_darkest_hour
stupid_girl innerviews_mahayana_zakah_sink kicking_myself
onederful because ooh_baby after_the_party i'm_lonely_please_talk
3_days_ahead there_was_definitely_something_there
he_died_and_not_metaphorically masters_of_the_universe zippy_doo_dah
you_should_go_too
grudgematch practically_identical_to_ours
pink_floyd_live_at_pompeii i'll_catch_you fist_kitten_media pre_outline beenie_weenie marching_band pjork_dissolves sifl_and_olly sheryl_sheryl_bo_beryl milk_snake
the_beauty_of_youth take'your'hatred'out'on'me this_is_all_I_have second_tears the_universe_is_alive hotel_snorkel_kit i_dont_like_this_role who_put_the my_eel_is_full_of_lead car_accident
unchain_me history_teacher _always_ self_imposed_temporary_silence obvious_andor_blatant i_can't_sleep big_scissors a_really_good_time_eating_my_own_fingers so_good_they're_good_movies astronomy_domine
the_answer pig_latin_blather new_snake it_is_done_dafremen blather_journey_book_progress an_amazing_person_i_know
sorry_i_clogged_your_drain blather_bathroom_graffitti one_day random_thoughts_on_a_monday you_know_what_your_problem_is sunshine_is_dangerous leaves_of_grass corn_chips
paper_burns_so_fast a_poem_on_cutting grandma_as_love
today_i_redicovered_love sleeping_in_the_waves
michael_jackson mary_had tender_lumpling love_ridden
not_really_thought_provoking arguing_with_a_bird what_r_u_passionate_about_what_do_u_wanna_do inside_your_head bleeds bird_beak delivering_the_insect thirty_five_autumns charcoal_the_carcinogen
thing_fish_meek darth_horse_in_panama grape_scented_hair_dye knark_digh _

marox_pass_nylem_enraged marox_pass_the_introduction marox_pass_as_nylem_flew_away marox_pass_so_it_is_a_trick marox_pass_this_is_nylem marox_pass_handshakes

don't_stop

aw_yeah talks_to_much sign_language this_song_sucks blatherdiplomacy optimism_pessimism_dilemma make_coffee_kristen instant_message_insurance mercury_swim under_m
saturday_morning first_poem inflammable_sun write_what_you_see still_your_mind i'm_going_to_kick_you_in_the_head
moose_design
god_not_again beautiful_man rainbow_gathering dispondant_bruises_feed_you_their_lies fiona_apple the_songs_that_i_sing spare_parts_and_alley_cats hidden_wealth release_the_masses oh_god y_wing
020426
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phi/l PART I
No sleep tonight, I bought a van. What can I do?
Seeing me as they dragged me by my feet now I get what i would have done. Got a truck full of amps.
The hole in my layers those mom and dad have not found in my darkest hour.
Stupid girl interviews mahayana, I was kicking myself but it was wonderful because, baby, after the party i'm lonely, please come. 3 days ahead there was definitely something there, death, and not metaphorically. Masters of the universe zippydoo dah. You should go too! (grudgematch practically identical to ours)

PART 2 Pink Floyd Live at Pompeii
"I'll catch you fist kitten media!" (pre outline beenie weenie marching band)
(pjork dissolves sifl and olly sheryl sheryl bo beryl milk shake)

singing- "The beauty of youth take'your'hatred'out'on'me this is all I have, second tears. The universe is alive in a hotel bathroom. I dont like this role who put my eel in the lead car which lead to an accident.
Unchain me history teacher, always self imposed temporary silence obvious andor blatant i can't sleep!"

back stage everyone ons acid- Big scissors a really good time eating my own fingers so good they're good movies
"astronomy domine!" "the answer pig latin!" (see part 3)

Blather (WIP) "New Snake" is done Dafremen in a blather journey book. Progress of an amazing person i know, sorry it clogged your blather bathroom drain. Walls with graffitti of random thoughts on a monday "you know what your problem is sunshine"
Dangerous leaves, grass, corn chips, and paper burns so fast, with a poem on cutting grandma's love, which
today i redicovered sleeping in the waves of Michael jackson and Mary having tender humping love.

While I had, a not really thought provoking argument with a bird
"what r u passionate about? what do u wanna do?"
"inside your head bleeds bird beak!"
He was delivering the insect thirty five feet across autumn's charcoal unhealthy smoke.
Hungry for fish, ready to meet darth horse in panama, with his grape scented hair screaming "knark digh!"

PART 3marox pass nylem enraged marox pass the introduction marox pass as nylem flew away marox pass so it is a trick marox pass this is nylem marox pass handshakes

innervoice- "don't stop!"

Aw yeah Beavis, to much sign language, this song sucks.
(no answer)

Part 4
Working on a diplomatic optimism pessimism dilemma, Kristen made some instant coffee, while reading messages from insurance company about being under the influence of mercury. That Saturday morning her first poem, "inflammable sun", about what she saw in her mind, after I kicked her in the head making a cool moose design.

Kristen's innervoice- God not again...then...beautiful man rainbow gathering dispondant bruises feed you their lies fiona apple the songs that i sing spare parts and alley cats hidden wealth release the masses oh god y?
She wakes with a horrible hangover.
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trace Expanding upon the SeedS_of_LighT phenomenon/idea/artwork
Only bigger...
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marked . 031030
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RedDragon You know why you guys are stupid? I don't mean stupid in the sense that you can't learn or retain information but you only see how you want it. So you won't get it.

I would invent time if it were something I wanted to do badly enough.
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jenny enny dots this is kinda oracle-like. 040208
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unhinged . 160319
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