i'm_lonely_please_talk yummyC i'm lonely. please talk to me. add me to your AIM list or msn. yummychuckle on AIM or yummychuckle@hotmail.com. "lost is shiny" is my msn name at the moment. the word shiny slowly turned into "pretty" or "attractive". things that are shiny, as in irredescent or sparkely, are automatically gorgeous and pretty and all that jazz. so.. shiny= attractive lost=attractive. if SH=P and P=A, then we can obviously gather that S=A and L=SH according to prior knowledge. anyway, i sit alone at my computer... drifting slowly away cajoled into obscure scenery... thoughts prodding me into a halfway world of ethereal fantasy, where our bodies dance in a garish showing of affection. til my goddamn bitch of an alarm clock fucks it up. god i hate waking up from a dream with Jason in it. fuck time fuck fuck time. i think i had a good shot at making that poem kinda pretty til the alarm clock part. but thats kinda how everything is with me. good shot at something pretty nice fun some love...but i end 010927 ... anne-girl mmm 050109 ... thorn i'm incredibly lonely right now. i know i could be talking to my friends, but that wouldn't make me feel any better. we are all so wrapped up in our own shit that we don't have any time to listen to anyone else. i have this lonely feeling i can't shake. i can't get rid of it at all, even when i talk to people or do things with them. i was thinking today, that i wish silentbob was around more often now. even though i don't know him, reading his blathes always made me feel better. i guess all i want to know is that someone out there is real and cares about other people, but i don't see that happening anytime soon. if anyone wants to talk, i'm on aim at runwithsc1ssorsx. 050313 ... thorn i'm devastatingly lonely again, but i don't think i can actually talk to anyone. i feel pathetic, because i can't deal with this myself, i have to try to get attention from other people to try to make myself feel better, and i hate doing that, but i still do it. i'm hypocritical. 050817 ... peyton Come on MSN. I'd love to talk. 050817 what's it to you? who go blather from