i_love_those_moments prophetic dreams "i love those moments when im making love to you and i look at you and im like god, shes so beautiful" every instant of day after day this is what i sense, even surrounded by all indulgences of your lexis, gazing upon you or your portrait, or permanently regarding labyrinths therein contemplative of you 020418 ... unhinged when my heart is beating so fast in my chest i can't talk and i feel like i'm choking on every fucking word because the last thing i want to see is your stupid face babbling shit like nothing is wrong pass me a cigarette pretend you're a pimp yeah that makes it all better where were you when i was crying? where were you when i was cutting? where were you when i was smoking? it was all in my head i never wanted to leave you i never wanted to lose you but i know i never had you it was all in my head so i walk away strangled choking trying to erase what was all in my head because i'll be damned if i ever forgive you again last chances were made for people like you 020418 ... . i love those small moments that went by unnoticed. now that i reminisce i regret not knowing. like the kisses you would blow me while you were hugging your boyfriend. or when i was with the homeboys and we were alwayz wanted by someone for something, so when one person ran we all ran without asking questions. our lives cant be expressed in a story....because our life is all those small moments. 020419 ... mahayana when you smile that huge-ass-grin and your lips capture a definite contour further artfully responsive of their presence i can not avoid but to desire to reach out and finger their brush strokes i can not help but to want 2 reach out and trace their paths i can not avoid but to desire 2 reach out and kiss-and-tell their loveliness when you smile that huge-ass-grin and your lips take an assured silhouette more deviously attentive of their existence 020420 ... wow . 050315 what's it to you? who go blather from