cycles_repeat
mahayana
{
if
}
you
let
them
020413
...
unhinged
yes
i
let
them
i
could
not
let
my
anger
overcome
bury
you
where
you
belonged
and
the
cycles
repeated
themselves
i
had
predicted
it
but
i
could
not
go
back
on
my
word
and
you
don't
realize
that
do
you
?
i
forgave
you
because
i
had
to
i
needed
you
and
now
i
feel
sorry
for
you
because
i
know
that
never
have
you
wanted
love
but
control
attention
drugs
and
all
those
things
you
babbled
to
me
long
ago
about
knowing
yourself
dear
,
i
know
you
better
than
anyone
in
this
world
i
wanted
to
save
you
i
needed
you
and
still
you
don't
call
still
you
go
looking
for
your
attention
control
because
you
know
you
have
none
of
that
over
me
love
controls
everything
and
slowly
you
eat
it
away
those
special
words
just
meaningless_conversation
cycles_repeat
your
self
-fulfilling
prophecy
020413
...
kx21
M_error
...
020415
...
kx21
M_error
???
Q_As
...
020415
...
god
psychos
repeat
psychos
repeat
020620
...
jonh
attempted
change
only
it
never
came
a
step
in
the
right
direction
followed
by
a
stumble
backwards
another
step
outward
to
regain
balance
a
new
position
...
the
same
as
before
how
much
of
this
i
can
take
i
dont
know
not
alot
more
need
a
more
permanent
and
secure
path
030122
...
whitechocolatewalrus
even
if
you
don't
let
them
031203
...
a "point"
the_cycle_of_seasons
041220
...
pSyche
yes
it
repeats
this
endless
cycle
of
stupidity
.
like
clothes
,
tumbling
in
the
dryer
of
time
.
I
make
a
mistake
I
hurt
you
you
hurt
me
back
we
drift
away
then
come
back
and
then
another
mistake
is
made
repeating
the
cycle
.
The
fabric
of
our
love
is
being
shredded
then
sewn
together
.
One
thing
,
my
love
,
stitches
are
not
meant
to
last
these
cycles
repeat
and
the
seams
tear
at
each
heartbeat
041220
...
known rabbit hater
the_ironic_cycle
041221
...
Piso Mojado
i
am
an
agitated
mind
i
am
an
addicted
mind
addicted
to
emotions
addicted
to
the
comfort
i
pretend
to
create
for
myself
.
this
shell
this
is
bad
patterns
i've
created
for
myself
i
am
living
in
the
world
of
my
creation
-
and
this
freedom
to
choose
becomes
my
prison
escape
is
not
escape
realize
that
there
are
no
bars
050222
...
Piso Mojado
everything
adds
up
050222
...
Piso Mojado
JUST
STOP
written
on
my
hand
is
supposed
to
help
provide
impetus
but
here
i
am
things
change
,
nothing
changes
i
am
patterns
and
habits
and
it
grows
and
repeats
050222
...
hsg
Still
,
i_c
the
only
perpetual_motion_machine
as
the
universe
.
There
seems
to
be
this
pervasive
need
for
all
the
parts
to
communicate
.
Psyche_alls
repeat
becoming
less
tolerable
until
there
is
commun
i_c
ation
& FUNctionality
between
smaller
and
larger
parts
.
Connectivity_Flowers
on
the
other_side_of_t_i'me
often
I'm
learning
that
once
a
cycle
is
fully
recognized
as
fruitless
it
is
seen
as
a
lesson
.
That
life_cycle
doesn't
have
to
be
lived
again
. Thosemotions
are
consolidated
into
inform
ation
.
These
B
lessons
of
one' soul_vocabulary.
Later
lives
have
an
accelerated
information
base
.
Each
grain
of
sand
is
a
different
character
.
It's
not
fun
starting_over_as_sand
learning
to
pay_attention
paying
full
experience
.
It
is
necessary
though
if
we
forget
instruction:
First
we
pay_attention
that
cycle
lesson
ends
,
then
we
play_at_attention. Happi necessar
ily
is
the
only
sustaina_B_lesson
090910
...
hsg
*
play_at_tension
(-:-)
090910
...
In_Bloom
Push
Play
Pull
Steady
as
we
go
now
090914
...
&
change_is_the_only_constant_in_the_universe
090914
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from