car_accident stupidpunkgirl i want to hate you but how can i? you can't remember me telling you happy birthday before you crashed and you called mike and you thought it was the afternoon, when it was morning and i saw you, at denny's so disoriented and again tonight you still weren't completely there and i saw your hands and i wanted to hold them and i couldn't i wanted to push your hair out of your eyes and run my finger down the side of you face that hit the windshield. but instead i gave you the 7" you're going to make into a cd this weekend and said goodbye. and you said you'd call when you got it done. 001222 ... COLDandBLUEkitty and no one really knows what's going on inside that little boy's head. you care about ::her:: you're confused you don't "i'm still in love with tara" you say you still want to hang out you feel trapped and then we see another gurl sitting on your lap. nice.. but i'm excited about my cd's!! when someone entrusts their heart to you.. you drive carefully with it. you didn't.. you crashed. and your ribs still hurt. stop. think about how emily feels. dammit ass monkey.. she's fragile.. handle with care. 001222 ... misstree sudden impact, impossible screeches as metal itself crumples, glass shattering like the cymbols in a symphony of suddenness, screeches and movement and shock, and it isn't until it's over that what happened sets, and then it's horror or wonder, pain or escape. but for one moment, everything hung in that cusp with a cacaphony to celebrate it. a brief life, but with such an impact... (no pun intended, just a little drunk) 001223 ... Casey The brakes on my LTD broke and I smashed head on into my kindergarden teacher 010610 ... sixfingers a moment in slow motion the glass seems to twinkle in the lights, for a moment the horror seems so far away, like watching a movie but when you wake up, powerful fear sets in,one word crosses my mind, Escape though it wasn't actually a thought had to run away, but as soon as i took 3 steps, the pain drove it's sword into me and i knew i couldn't walk... laying on the shoulder shivering from the cold night, soon lights come flashing white and red, i saw the man we hit a moment ago, i looked at the tangled frame of the van briefly is he alive? how bad is it, go help him, he needs it more than i the smell of burning rubber penatrates my body, the sound of crunching metal forever echoing in my head. 030116 ... Elzbieta I have yet to be in a serious car accident. I think everyone get in at least 1 in thier lives. When I drive by myself I think about what my accident's gonna be like. Looking at the cars peeling out in front of me and the semi-trucks who can't stay straight in a lane...Is it gonna be you? But I already have a habit of hitting inanimate objects so it'll probably be a tree or a light pole. How ordinary. 030117 ... ferret my friends mom was killed by a drunk driver must be hard to get over something like that walking down the street and suddenly wham no chance to say goodbye, i love you taken in the instant of insanity you're entire world crashing down on your head everything you've aspired for crushed in an instant the fear worse than the pain settling in slowly to take it's full effect depression sets in like snow covering your home you can't fight the fear, growing every second then you realize she'll never be back all colors swirl and fade to black, waking up in the ER reaching out, trying to grab a hand, all running no walking pushed through life faster than you would've liked .....i wonder how he dealt with it. 030117 ... unhinged accident i've been going to the chiropractor lately. it seems to be helping. 030118 ... hsg more have died in auto accidents than all wars ever fought in the history of mankind. this is fact. what's more? the number of deaths attributed to lung cancer which is directly linked to the exhaust of cars. that means more people have died from car-poisoning than from accidents. sell your car, buy a road-bicycle. I've biked 12,000 miles over the last 12 months. I have 4% bodyfat. I have extra money. it takes me less time and money to travel than anyone I know by the time they: buy, drive, fuel, inspect, insure, maintain, etc their vehicles. become a vegan_cyclist; this world needs you. 061031 ... () (warm leatherette) 061101 ... jane http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.view&blogID=252113967&Mytoken=EA9D51C9-3478-4C4A-B6A54F4E1F99641E7459706 070411 ... jane farewell to the bean 070411 ... u24 i must be logged in to do that! 070411 ... jane you dont have a myspace? oh u24. 070412 ... jane here's what it says: R.I.P. frijole Current mood: grateful Category: Automotive for those of you who have not heard: Monday the 9th i was involved in a car accident. the police report has not yet been released, and i do not feel like publishing the gruesome details of the evening; suffice it to say, i am well enough to be typing this, well enough to be at work, well enough to play a show on saturday (you should come!). thank you to my car, frijole, for saving my life, and thank you to my friends & family for all the support. i love you all. 070412 ... crash test birdmad in the middle of the twisting metal and the breaking glass it's funny how time slows and stretches to a near breaking point almost as if to prove that einstein was right about the passage of time relative to the speed of an object in motion then, in the recoil, the perception of time catches up abruptly and with a maximum of violence 070412 ... jane yes, clearest thinking i ever had 070412 what's it to you? who go blather from