just_breathe_my_dear_just_breath Mahayana [gathering in every ones breath] [mouthfuls of air, reading in her words] "i just want a hug and i want to smell your skin..." [deliberations been in motion with her head] "and feel your heart beat" [quiescent sleeping on my chest] "and call u a wanker and run from you while u try and tickle me" [comfort in search] [on the lookout for comfort] [comfort seeking] "..i just want that and" [in waves & waves of] "i miss you so much and i just wish that u were here" "or i can 4ever have u on the phone but its so expensive and the radiation on the phone causes cancer" [4ever lying on a phone line] [can you envisage that] ] suppose the lines, may perhaps, sustain our heaviness[ [familiar with the very belief that ‘I’ could forever shore up yours] [america-austrailia] [native yank calling aussie assy] [can you imagine that] [4ever on a phoneline] [can you perceive the sounds of me] [reverberations of you and I] [humming] the [resonance] [we know] "so i try and use it less as i can but i cant help not speaking to you..." [love is energy] ¿[energy is love]? [energy radiated in the form of waves or particles] [wonder if love can be radiated through the lines just as affective…] [emotional] [sentimental] [moving] [touching] […as energy] [love is energy] ¿[energy is love]? [& i can not help but send my love radiated in the form of waves & spoken particles] "we will grow old 2gether sass u n i ..." [{Mixing our ingredients together}] [we by now are appropriately prepared, well thought-out, & balanced my dear] [U & eye, are into contact, as in connection, collision, & union'ized] [{we are, no matter which & the whole thing, but mere colors that go glowing together}] [{i have faith…] [confidence] [trust] [conviction] [devotion] [loyalty] [… that in both concert & solo, we are truly gifted in convincing the doors of life to extend through release, satiated further than the accepted wisdom of what disappoints you, awakening scores towards the truth & genuineness of your humankind, your breed of people}] you, are the wise lyrical wisdom of all the cellos i purely adore, you and I are in, or into agreement & harmony about lifely passions [{her souls soloist & my own hearts beating orchestra were quite together, even before their consciousness had even comprehended this coming together}] [unified coherent structure] [integrated whole] [{can't even put a simple breath together, without & in honor-ment of you}] 020118 what's it to you? who go blather from