3_days_ahead
Joana. It says it's the 5th of July...
I sit here wondering about whatever has become of my life
If I want to strive for this future that seems prematurely lost
It doesn't seem attainable any longer
My mind just broke into little pieces
And all the tatters will go down the drain
I'm not sad
I haven't been sad in months
I can't work out the strength to be depressed anymore
It just flows through me
But I'm no one
So it can't affect what doesn't exist
It says it's 3 days ahead
Well, so be it
I'm not bothered
I'll just let time pass through me
And not affect any of my life
Or anything that I once were
I won't let determination drown me this time
I'll just let sloth do its part
And I'll get lost in a bleak, still river
Until finally the end will rescue me.
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