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Mahayana [layers are unraveling]
[[& i cant even make our shape out anymore]

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just fibers strewn about
[[& i cant even make shapes out anymore]
unraveling]
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cube Have you considered deprivation therapy?
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Mahayana [& here i am... pulling the loose thread ... 'harder' & 'faster'] 020710
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.fallen worlds are colliding 040305
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notme dangerous fruit 040305
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stork daddy and all you see are reflections of the people who i bent myself towards before you. like rings in a tree stump, you can read off my history, my face distorted at various points into other people's fingerprints. 040305
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zeke warp and woof and unshuttle respool the colors return to geology and botanical sources are charged chromatic potential once more to ungrow into seed and seed floats into pod that shrinks to the ground in cycles of removal until it retreats into blue green slime in a mineral ocean which expels lightning into the empty air and absorbs ozone and the minerals uncombine in sterile water 040305
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drone #412 lawyers are undressing 040305
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poppy taking apart all the tiny steps in between the crime 040305
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white_wave *cuts onion while wearing sunglasses* 040305
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Syrope my eyes are crossing ever so slightly when i try to focus

my typing speed has become irregular, with odd pauses & half hesitations

i keep thinking i see someone outside the window, but it's always the same tree

i only have to hold myself together for another hour, but it feels like such a long time

the only way sleep could be more rewarding after being up this long would be if you were here to hold me
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