kicking_myself ClairE You are right. I can. KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK KICK You are also right, "alive with brain damage" does suck. I'd better stop now. 020115 ... nom out of the house 060710 ... the awful truth i am calling for help i am bad for my health i am lying awake when i wanted to sleep i am feeling ashamed got my damn self to blame and i'm starting to die when i'm hearing you cry i am up till the sun reaches in through the blinds i am smoking my lungs i am losing my mind i am calling for help i am bad for my health in the end i remain simply kicking myself wipe the floor with my brain light the stove put my hand in the flame grab the green hit the bong shove out the feelings i put on a new song i cry but i lie now honestly darling which will you buy? knock a door with your name i know it that we are the same. let me in see me grin hold me close baby dont let the fever in i die you and i which will it be babe the sun or the sky i am cloaked in my stealth protecting myself i'm making cry and thats bad for your health i am calling for help i am kicking myself i am kicking myself i am kicking myself. 060710 ... the awful truth you. you cry. i hate doing this but i hate to see it more without it. because it doesnt make sense. 060710 what's it to you? who go blather from