no_sleep_tonight oren I had to get back up. I was feeling a bit sick_to_my_stomach. That was several hours ago. I'll probably fall asleep around six o'clock. This will suck because I really need to get some things done early tomorrow (today). I'm so glad I don't have to work tomorrow (today). Hello? Anybody out there? 011221 ... god i'll nod cuz i can hear you. 011221 ... oren Cool_beans. 011221 ... lady lunchbox cuz i'm waiting up for you. it's probably pointless, but i can't sleep alone anymore. 020216 ... little fury bug i can't sleep. he keeps talking to me about his girl problems...and he keeps asking about her. and i just sit here and listen and give him advice and words of encouragement. god knows how much that hurts me. it really does. i want him to be happy. but i want to be happy too. it's sick i know, but i'd sacrifice my happiness for his. he deserves it...he's too good for me. i mean it. and her...she's perfect and he wants her. he deserves her more than she'll ever know and she's so damn lucky it hurts. they're perfect for each other. she doesn't realize it. and deep down i take comfort in knowing that she can't see how good he is...the day she sees that...i know i will have lost him forever. 020626 ... J i like the pink floyd reference god. u rawk. 020905 ... Torch unless I stop the things running through my mind 020906 ... Elzbieta because numbness doesn't require sleep 020906 ... puccini nessun dorma!!!!! 020906 ... smashing pumpkins "There are some things I'll live without..." 020906 ... Photophobe loves Blur Tea, tea and coffee Shaking all the way 020907 what's it to you? who go blather from