love_ridden yummyC love ridden, i looked at you, with the focus I gave to my birthday candles. I wished on the lidded blue flames under your brow. and baby, i wished for you. nobody sees when you are lyin in your bed and I wanna crawl in with you, but i cry instead. I want your warm but it will only make me colder when its over. so i can't tonight baby. no, not baby anymore. if i need you I'll just use your simple name. only kisses on the cheek from now on, and in a little while, we'll only have to wave. --fiona apple I've had that song stuck in my head since forever. I love it. In fact, its my new favorite song. fuck, i should be doing sociology homework. I should just do my homework when I get home from school. Damn me! Damn me for getting sociology! what am I gonna take when I'm a junior or senior? I'll just be hangin around with no good elective that will help me out with my career in psychology because I took it in sophmore year. i guess that isn't a problem at all though. I am just trying to figure out how this homework could've been avoided, and stalling. few more blathes and I'm done. 010809 ... cerulean caelum very good music. music takes you places... sometimes fiona apple takes me someplace i don't want to be, so i stay away. but sometimes, i'm already in that place, so i might as well wallow in it. 011102 ... sylphide i ain't gonna give it away don't know if i'll even stay but i've acquired a taste for well made mistakes. I'm always doing what i think i should, but holding you just feels too good. cause i want to be near you. cause i want to hold you up against me in my bed, i want your warm but it'll only make me colder when it's over. 031109 ... mourninglight mental note to find song 041206 what's it to you? who go blather from