shame Q Your kindly question was about shame the devil not tell the truth, shame the devil or, for that matter, tell the truth Language is not logical. It is language. I think Chomsky chopped that out, didn't he? Tell the truth, shame the devil has a distinctly different meaning from that of shame the devil Quod erat demonstrandum 000927 ... unhinged what i feel every day when i wake up here...trapped...not who they want me to be..."you can't eat that now..you have to wait for dinner...you should have thought of that before you woke up at 3pm" i really don't think of anyone but myself. and how far away i can get from your shame by moving as far as a car will take me never to return...no pain is a lie...everything is pain...every look you ever gave me was pain...but you didn't mean it to be like that...it's all better...not even god wipes away the shame. i forgot to wear long sleeves today. it's a good thing she still believes me. 001216 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... the devil i have none 010408 ... sound very good 4 you then 010630 ... bloody potato chip giant_spiders_of_shame 010630 ... Casey I don't feel shame, whatever I do, I do it stupidly, but with pride. 010630 ... black-dyed gel product throwing out a perfectly good sandwich is shameful. finish it dammit! 010630 ... chaos if shame had a face i think it would kinda look like mine. if it had a home it would be in my eyes. 010716 ... chaos if shame had a face i think it would kinda look like mine. if it had a home it would be in my eyes. 010716 ... soul what we learned here is love tastes bitter when it's gone past yourself forget the light, things look dirty when it's on funny how it comes to pass, that all the good slips away and there's no one around you can remember being good to you. we never thought we'd get so troubled we could never think that much it should never get this bad so let the wind blow ya, across a big floor but there's no one around who can tell us what we're here for funny in a certain light, how we all look the same and there's no one in life you can remember ever stood, for you, so..shame. 010927 ... yoyology I sometimes remember things I've done in the past, little stupid things that were more embarrassing than wrong, but I still cringe and feel an almost physical pain at what a complete dork I was. 030320 ... quinn and her face burning deeply as he looked into her eyes ripping her heart out with every word and her final confession brought no relief and he turned away in steely silence 031201 ... scorpion heart shame is my name, bad thoughts came, i take the blame, cause i am lame, & my name is shame. 040228 ... Lila Pause You can keep your weapons of mass destruction and your nerve gas. - I've got my 360 degree mirrors. 040703 ... laced blurting put you love the woman. the awkward silence. running from the room like a child. thank god i never did those things. but i think, i still don't know how to love. 040704 ... andru235 cometh before a rise! 050310 ... anne-girl don't_hurt_me flash of embarrassment, want to lie in a hole and hide from the world i'm_sorry didn't mean to tread on anyone's toes honest 050820 ... (_) shame, old friend! you came to haunt me, never end. i am a nearly willing claim as the one who will not mend. so let us dance [kids jeer "lame, lame"], and pretnd that i am not to blame; send in her name my wishes that i should bend nnd change, so everything is not the same . 060316 ... (_) **and 060316 ... pete i don't feel that ashamed of myself. i just have this nagging feeling of shame behind the drunken stupor of a few nights ago. my siblings have already bugged me about it, which is good. they're the ones that need to. but i think, as always, whenever this happens i feel worse than people make me feel. i just kind of feel like rolling up into a ball and hiding 'til the memories pass. that's just the way i get after being really hungover. istill have most memories. probably ruined some connections. probably just need to hold myself better in the future. i'm not ashamed, but there is definitely shame. i wish i could talk to her, and i probably could, but its not my turn to call. soon, young grasshopper, soon you'll take your head out of your ass and start living like a real human being. soon. 061127 ... krupt shame was given to us as a punishment, what good does it do? for it is true that all life's problems can be attributed to shame. if not for shame we would all be estaticaly naked in the garden of Eaden with no money problems and no reason to be in this never ending rat race and trying to keep up with the jones'. there would be no war and also no "krupt-ion". 070614 ... Nomad you punished yourself though ! now you have to fly a plane as a punishment ! wot you gunna do with your compass set ? 070615 ... Saara shame shame double shame now I know your real name. 070705 ... Soma touching each others bodies it's still all around us I tell you no but you urge me until I don't say a thing How can something so good feel so wrong you ask 071020 ... Oh_So_Smelly I hid away When Shame came to town looking Took my panicked tears where they wouldn't be judged And kind arms soothed me Night into Day 081110 ... Risen "This Is How It Goes" - Aimee Mann This is how it goes You'll get angry at yourself And think you can think of something else And I'll hear the clanging of the bells 'Cause I can't stop you baby... 'Cause I don't have a bribery in place No bright shiny surface to my face So I won't go near the market place With what I'm selling lately 'Cause this is how it goes 'Cause it's all about drugs It's all about shame And whatever they want Don't tell 'em your name This is how it goes: One more failure to connect With so many how could I object? And you, what on earth did you expect? Well, I can't tell you, baby When this is how it goes 'Cause it's all about drugs It's all about shame And whatever they want Don't tell 'em your name So I'll try to hold on While you try to let go You won't tell me it's gone But, baby, I'll know Baby, I'll know Baby, I'll know 170602 ... Notunknown I pressed refresh at least 200 times this morning, on your blather page. That's my shame. 170602 ... Raina trying to shake it off 170603 ... unhinged things_i_dont_talk_about 170603 ... unhinged my_depression_is_a_hole_in_the_ground (what IS it with this time of year?) 170703 what's it to you? who go blather from