solve_me Photophobe Am Dm6 Dm You'll keep watch. And I'll keep hidden. You cover me into the void. But I won't run forth. F6 E Am Am7addD Its not like you're gonna solve me I'm not that kind of puzzle Am Dm6 Dm You try to push me for decision, When I don't see one to be made. Its like you're beating upon my door When I'm outside. F6 E Am Am7addD You're not gonna solve me I'm not that kind of puzzle 020321 ... blown cherry When there is no more mystery, when you know all there is to know about someone, everything dies. When they stop growing, evolving, changing, they stagnate. Everything that ever made them interesting shrivels up and withers away. No surprises. Maybe I'll be okay with that one day. But not now. I can see you're on the move again now. Good. I hope it stays that way, but you'll have to mave past me as well I think. I might regret this one day, because in the back of my head there is still a happy picture of us together when we're 80, holding hands, but now, now I'm 23 and I need to get out a bit more and make myself a bit crazier before I can come home to you. Maybe if you get your shagging_tally up a bit more then there won't be anything to come between us later :) I still miss you, but you're better off without me, and despite what you say, a part of you somewhere acknowleges that. 020321 ... Photophobe You forgot to post chords to go along with it. Btw. You're fucking weird- I wouldn't think solve_me would be an apt title for a blathe to whoever that was to, especially on the same thread as one of mine. But ok whatever. 020321 ... blown cherry Well sooorreee! :) Can I help it if that's what the words inspired me to write? And now who's telling who where to post? :P And stop calling ME fucking strange and fucking weird would you! sheesh :) 020322 ... blown cherry oh, and maybe I'm not the song writer you are either. words without music 020322 ... phil People see themeselves before all else, in all else, and everything they are they feel like destroying. My poor mind. 020323 ... kerry here we are again please, put me back together 020323 ... eddie the intrinsic fealings of a twenty three year old 020813 ... blather string solve_you 020814 ... lycanthrope after it's all said and done. pretend you saw the clues, put me back together like a sherlock holmes story, make it all deducible, so that some fictionalized you can save some fictionalized me. elementary my dear. all you have to do is learn how to fudge the numbers. i didn't kiss you three times i kissed you four. and that's of course how many times i wanted to right? make the unbearable surprise linger like some deeper truth by exaggerating the fault lines you never saw. understood backwards lived forwards, and even that is in bits and pieces. i've got a crossword puzzle on my back solve me. i've got all the tattoos i wanted but never got spelling all the words i called permanent and said hold still like a kid who rushed off to show his mom a cloud formation he knows he made, but doesn't remember destroying when she comes back into the room laughing a laugh he simply has to be taught to distinguish from bells and sunshine and blue sky. solve me says the world. take your time. use all the people you need. put them back like unused jigsaw pieces. the puzzle was never them. the puzzle was how, even though somewhere you had already solved it. you were never quite there. and the sad thing about solving a puzzle is. you see clearly its boundries. please, this paragraph can be you too. solve me. solve you. tell her that i want to hold her. no not my mother or the clouds. that other girl. tell her i'm tired of passing the pain on cuz i can't hold anything but liqour. and fuck you mechanical bull. i'll drink you under the table. girl had a cute laugh when i pointed to the bull by flapping my hat on its flank and then back to her and said...that's YOU...that's YOU...smiled for a second then said...uh uh...turned it up a notch. and none of my friends know how sweet they looked as i flew for a brieft second, as i felt the physical pleasure of rolling over my neck, of being thrown and surrendering to it, because i know i could've held on, if it meant anything. but this isn't about that girl, it's about me. and when it isn't, it's about the girl who cracks me up, and i can tell she's not feeling well, but i still don't wanna believe it. and i know it isn't permanent, but i just want to say hey, let's dust off these pieces, let's see what fits. this is beyond a puzzle anymore,i don't need a pattern, all i want is endless boundries, but even they start somewhere. solve me. it isn't my fault, the words made me do it. my kisses don't look at dirty pictures, my body doesn't know how lightly i'm taking what it obsesses over, how little attention i pay to its ridiculous perserverance. i'll say it one last time, since no one will listen. solve me. 020814 ... lycanthrope and how do you take a year one day at a time? 020814 ... jg Read my mind if you love me. 020814 ... lycanthrope oh not that old joke...but how about the serious premise it exaggerates? 020814 ... jg Sarcasm anyone? 020814 ... lycanthrope oh not that old joke, but how bout the serious premise it exaggerates 020814 ... endless desire i dare you. and the i'll laugh because it can't be done. i'm so wild i could scream. i'm so tired i should die. glasses make vision sharp and tidy but they don't keep the tears in at all. i had hoped. . . 031126 ... magicforst I wear glasses. One thing I can say for them... I preferred my soft blurred world. 031126 ... magicforest I wear glasses. One thing I can say for them... I preferred my soft blurred world. 031126 what's it to you? who go blather from