you_on_top_of_me blueberries for you the bells rang twelve times in st.michael and i laid the pitchfork down right, walked to towne to see if you were in the deli. if i were to fill my belly, i wanted to fill my sight with you. i asked how you were and as if you were practicing your english you said, "good, how are you?" i looked at your hair tied back, brown with blonde all through it like a thousand kisses from the sun. i wondered what it would look like down and you on top of me, head thrown back, cutting the darkness with the sounds virgins make. 010722 ... ! i want kevin. 011003 ... Aimee mmmmmmmmmmmm god i love you 011023 ... niki can you get off my hipbone?...thanks 011023 ... akenbosche no one cybers anymore how depressing is that hey, lighthearted, remember that term keep it that way rude awakening microphone jig 030119 ... hopeunknown i look into your hazel eyes, gorgeous, as candlelight gleams in them me, under you, gazes into them, as I lie back onto the pillow the moonlight shines through the window, illuminating everything, as your tan body moves closer to mine, pale as the moonlight itself, as my chest rises and falls underneath you the red satin sheets feel euphoric my body tingles with desire as you brush your fingertips against my stomach, so lightly, like feathers, tickling and testing me by reaching towards what I want you to touch, but you just trace circles upon me, as I melt beneath you as a pleasuring moan escapes my lips I felt infinitely beautiful 030119 ... Sintina Will I never feel that again? I want you there. I want that infinite beauty, that blissful agony, that soul striving to break free of my skin closeness... Will I never feel it again? 030120 ... megan this one's for you pufycloud :) 030120 ... unhinged hearing you laugh in your sleep your breath so near me all i wanted was you on top of me i couldn't sleep 030120 ... blown cherry I can hold you in a way that has a particular meaning to me but it's something that I could never express to anything less than an ethereal being 030121 ... girl_jane I liked feeling the weight of your body on mine-feeling that even in my naked and exposed position, I was safe...and our stomachs touched. 030121 ... Syrope is it too much to ask for? i mean, really. can we not talk about what it will *mean* tomorrow or the next day, or what will happen if we get carried away? it's not supposed to be such a big deal 030122 ... phil as long as we don't have to "do it" that way. 030122 ... Syrope lol hey i happen to like missionary position 030123 ... phil I'll have to ask you more about that somedxay. 030123 ... girl_jane missionary position indeed...*thumbs up* 030123 ... DavesHeroinGirl Something I vaguely remember babbling the other night in a half-asleep state. Sometimes I make myself blush. 030124 ... voodoo last night was different you stopped layed on top of me silent unmoving very nice yet very weird then off me roll over not a word ignore me why 030812 ... ClairE You never looked at me. I would grasp your shoulders and dig my fingers into the muscles underneath. I was beginning to love you. I am glad it doesn't seem real now. 040304 ... Machiavelli70 And I wonder (marvel) at it, that we can roll and trade kisses, and oft we are not on top or beside, but merely together, with my legs around yours and full embrace across your back because it's the closest I can get. And I never wonder (question) then that there is love, but the rest of my time I spend knowing truly that the love is witheld and manifesting desire in absentia. 040304 ... Syrope i have been looking for a guy like you - you treat me differently when you're on top of me than when we're just hanging out. it makes your whispers mean so much more. and you didn't make things into a big deal. i really needed that. -giddy-floating-awake-sleep deprived-still not sure of what happened-satisfied-oh my god- 040305 ... Syrope not that i dont want this to be a big deal 040305 ... margaux wait...that's not..no....up a little...now you're way off....okay...down....AAH UP!...okay, just let me do it....goddammit 040305 ... x i just relax and enjoy 040305 ... hmm... disturbia 040305 ... girl_jane I caught myself before I said the "L" word. That was a few times ago, and I've had to watch my mouth since then. I wish I knew what you feel. 040306 ... Borealis a sense of nostalgia..at best 040706 ... unhinged my hips have been sore ever since 040707 ... love & hate and all of our sensual, personal memories... one's which you have made yourself forget. But why? 040707 ... pete nostalgia... verily (again not thinking about you borealis, cause that would just be weird) 040707 ... Borealis *laughs*...thanks...again..pete. 040707 ... p crushing my mind 040707 ... ^uredream . 040707 ... emmi i thought about you this morning when my little sister came to wake me by lying on top of me... she is little and sweet but she likes to scream in my ear, and sometimes she just leaps on top of me so hard it hurts. you are bigger and stronger and heavier, and as much as i love being woken up by my sis, i know i'd also love to have you roll over and on top of me gently in the mornings, and mumble things into my ear while still half asleep...and soon i'd be wide awake and alert, no need for my silly little sis to turn on the lights and the tv and the radio and open the curtains and yell get up sleepyhead, it's already lunch-time... 040707 ... Borealis feels contained...not cordoned off.. just secure.. don't let me lose that.. 040725 ... kx21 We_are_the_universe... 040725 ... :) Amen. 040725 ... acidshank mm o i cant wait for the feeling of his slender body on mine. so close. so close 041122 ... ".ereh siht od ot esufer i" 050414 ... misstree whole weight pinning me down let me release myself into your care and take me away 060129 ... f-yah hop on bichez 060130 ... gragy you consume me 060130 ... gragy you consume me 060130 what's it to you? who go blather from