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Tank how much bloody longer do i have to wait for this domain transfer..? internic sux major dick. 001015
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mmm i don't think she knows how frustrating she can be. 010403
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nocturnal supposedly it is a sign of being sexually frustrated when one peels off the label of a drink, be it coke, beer, whatever. just what I hear, nothing really to back it up, just thought I'd share. 010403
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silentbob Subconsiously? sounds pretty good now that it hink of it...i do that every day 010403
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vampers frustrated because she wont grow up and take responsibilty...frustrated because i can't tell her that...she needs reality to give her a swift kick in the ass...i wont always be here for her next time...neither will someone else...i love her dearly, she's a great friend, but i hate her at the same time. she needs to realize that she's in the world now, out of high school and the only one who should be looking out for her, is herself, not anyone else. we wont be here next time she gets booted. i wont be. no more. 010410
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punkrockchick17 It's so frustrating, I try and I try and I try and I give my best every single time and then I fail again. Why? 021018
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~gez~ in my bed i lie
i want so much
but yet so little
all i want is you
you mean so much to me
but you can do so little
and it makes everything okay
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*silent screams i'm not going to sit here and be frustrated anymore. all my frustration comes from you, fuck this, i don't need it in my life, fuck you, i'm sick of your shit, fuck everything, i've lost all reasons to care anymore. 030108
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angie im bored
im bored
im bored
i cant eat
i cant eat
i am bored
eating would help the bordem
but i cant eat
i can only drink water
then after midnite i cant drink any
i dont wanna lose my wisdom teeth
they are fine just the way they are
i dont wanna
i dont wanna
i wanna talk to u right now
but u are gone
oh well
i am bored
i called u
but u didnt answer
i am bored
i am bored
there is nothing to do
i cant eat
i want to eat
then i wouldnt be bored
but until then
i am bored
i am bored
im bored
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littleidiot why oh why didnt i take the BLUE pill? 030109
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margadant11 Frustration takes me in a black sea of rageÖ I canít fight itÖ I donít want to lose control. 030110
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Lilac The ones that I was a wallflower to won't let me go back to just being that wallflower when I need too and the ones who haven't accepted me as anything else won't bother to give me a chance to bloom. 030110
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little wonder i'm absolutely screaming in my head-why are you doing this to me? and why can't i at least verbalize that in some manner to you? instead i silently soak it all up...because i'm afraid that it will all disappear again. i'm taking everything i can get, while i can get it. and i know it's only going to make things worse for myself.

i wonder what you'd say if you knew i cried everytime we got a chance to talk. i can't really explain why. maybe because it's almost there, but not quite. and that's not good enough for me.

really, there is a part of me that wants to tell you that this needs to stop. it needs to stop because it's fucking with my head, and that's not something i can handle right now.

but there's no way i could ever, ever tell you that.
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~Cattee~ i can't get myself to start this thing...
I just know once I begin it'll get better-
But for now, I remain in this state of laziness.

It's funny how we perceive things sometimes.
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lantaren/venster frustrated frustrated frustrated aaaaargh 100518
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Soma I try not to feel this way.
Frustrated.
I am sorting through my thoughts and trying to figure out why you seem so hurt and upset. Our goodnights just last night were pleasant. Why are you upset?

I know what you go through ever day is difficult.
More difficult than I could ever know.

Sometimes it's hard for me to remember this and be always tender and sympathetic. I try my best, but I am a cranky and selfish human at times too. I get confused sometimes that you're nearly an adult, but still as scared as a small child.

I did not realize that "she" had been around this morning. I had not yet read what you'd written. "She" lashes out at you, demeans you, insults you and shoves you down to try and crush you beneath the heel of her foot.

It has only ever been my intent to raise you up, beardaughter. I see all the dark things you could be, but I see and choose to believe in all the wonderful things I KNOW you can be. But at times, when you run to me in distress, I am confused. I know the facts of our friendship to be as certain as the land beneath my feet. I love you. You matter to me. We are family, because we choose to be so. That is a forever bond we have chosen. You are wanted in my life. You are welcome in my home.

Why are they in question again?
But to you, they were never certain. They were considered boats lashed to a weak and rocky pier. You worry they have sank, or been stolen in the night.

I forget these things sometimes, beardaughter. I try to be considerate of them, but sometimes I fail. I hope you do not hold it against me. I hope you can forgive me for my shortcomings. I hope you can know that those boats are still there. All of them. They are very real boats, and I will use them to help you leave your rocky island, and come home.
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unhinged . 180103
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unhinged (i always feel frustrated

my self_education led me to a book that told me frustration is common for people with rainforest_mind


quiet_realizations that i am not that much of a weirdo, that there are others like me helps dissipate the despair that settles in with prolonged frustration)
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