ex_girlfriend Mateo I just broke up with my girlfriend and I left my bike and some cds at her house. When I last spoke to har I told her I hated her. Should I show up at her house with a smile on my face? 020213 ... ...ooo... if you want i'll do it for you 020213 ... Mateo jajajaja. My other ex girlfiends sister looking for my bike at my ex girlfriend house. It sounds funny in writing. 020213 ... Mateo I just figured out why I pushed you away so much, I was testing you, I was trying to see if you really loved me as much as you said. I pushed to hard. Maybe I dont think I deserve to be loved. 020218 ... Mateo I run into her. Turns out we still love each other. 020221 ... carne de metal well then, strap yourself in a gear of G and start singin' along rambler! 020221 ... lost i have quite a few, but i dont look at that as accomplishment like many guys do. i look at them as failures. not all of them are failures now because i have most of my ex's as friends. 020221 ... Mateo Why is my phone not ringing? (right now becauce internet is using the line, but what about five minutes ago, or the rest of the fucking day). Im sad. 020225 ... unhinged i feel like sending her a huge bouquet of roses to her dorm room, on my credit card, with a note that says 'a parting gift.' i watched her walking away with her gang of boys today and i decided that i am definitely not going to call. 020225 ... Mateo youll regret it unhinged. Call now or forever hold your peace. 020225 ... unhinged i have no peace to hold in this situation. she was never really mine, but she pretended to be in front of the right people. i fell in love with her; that's exactly what i did, i fell. i scrapped myself raw on her cement heart. i tried everything; i tried to be her best friend, even though she considered someone else her best friend, i told her i would always be there for her; i stayed when she asked me to; i even told her i was in love with her. all this and she will still ignore me for weeks at a time. so there is no peace to hold, but i'll be damned if i call. now if she called.... 020227 ... silentbob I_miss_her_sometimes 020227 ... carne "cash" de metal I fell into a ring of fire, and went down down down but the flames went higher... 020228 ... Mateo Rollercoster: She dosnt love me anymore. What is there not to love? Im sad again. 020228 ... good people she was very nice to me. she told me she loved me, and i believed her. i loved her back. then one day, i stayed home sick. she called after school and said "do you still wanna go out?" i said yes, but she said she didnt because of john. she dumped me for john again. oh well. now she is dating this huge homo (bigger than john.) well, thats how that ended. farewell tamara. 020302 ... good people she was very nice to me. she told me she loved me, and i believed her. i loved her back. then one day, i stayed home sick. she called after school and said "do you still wanna go out?" i said yes, but she said she didnt because of john. she dumped me for john again. oh well. now she is dating this huge homo (bigger than john.) well, thats how that ended. farewell tamara. 020302 ... josie I suppose they can be considered criminal. You linger with the sneaking suspicion that they're going to come back to haunt the dead.. or what you thought ceased to exist. I will always be afraid of the unknown, i will always be afraid of the undead. 020814 ... trin please don't call me this ever i would prefer "my former passion" or "my best friend forever" it would hurt too much to be called that word. you don't have to say that you love me just please don't call me that. 020814 ... blown cherry Everybody is an ex sooner or later. And everybody fears the past. But my trust of the present and the future keeps my fear at bay. 020814 ... josie why would this bring me here again? why is history repeating itself? for a chance to relive itself all over? 020814 ... oak barrel never ceases to confuse me 021004 ... carlita pictures of his ex_girlfriend all over the house. he sees no need to get rid of them, and i'm too... passive... to make him. she's a part of his past, but it's in my face all the time, and the fact that i hate her doesn't make it better. i don't hate her because she's his ex_girlfriend. i hated her before i even knew they used to date. but still he gives me shit about my ex, and asks me if i still have any ex_boyfriend_stuff, which i really don't. the little i do have is stuffed away, out of sight as to not make him uncomforatble like he makes me. i guess i can't complain unless i say something to him, but again, i'm too... passive... 030715 ... niska my favorite picture of him is one that was taken with his ex girlfriend. i decided we should keep it in a frame on the bookshelf. he looks really hot in it; she is hiddeous. and i've got him locked in, so she is no threat. he'll never see her again anyway. i don't think he'd ever want to - she's quite the psycho... 030715 ... smurfus rex I collected every picture, every memento, every letter, every anything, even the engagement ring she bought for me and put them all in a big envelope and asked a mutual friend to give it to her. I figured her grandmother would appreciate her Glamour Shots pictures tons more than I would...especially when I would do little more than stare at them and seethe. She used to think I was her best friend, even though we were "ex's", and I thought that was rather sad. Sometimes I wonder if that's still the case and other times I just don't care. 030716 ... carlita my first step to ridding his house of the ex_girlfriend stuff mentioned above... last night i was waiting at his house for him to get off work, and I took a stack of pictures sitting on his dresser (of him and his ex) and flipped them upside down. same exact spot they were, just facing down. i'll be interested to see how long it takes him to notice, since they've been sitting in the same place for almost a year. 030721 ... werewolf he would sometimes driving catch the faces of girls passing by and they would look like the disinterested face of some ex-girlfriend or another. disapproving, or tired, or bored. but sometimes, there'd be a glimmer of the old lust, a wink passing by, and he'd feel a love for her. because he'd realize that they had in their exact moments, (which were no matter what the talk shows told you, not like anyone else's really in important ways)had not come even close to exhausting the ways a body can touch each other. and it filled him with a love for those passing faces, and the real faces he molded them into, and a hope that they too would realize that love, perhaps already had, had tried to instill in him and only now succeeded at. 040424 what's it to you? who go blather from