distant psyki she didn't call. 000828 ... carrie i can't bare to feel the distant space between us, so i hug her tighter each time we meet. 001127 ... moonshine Weeks spawn from days and weeks upon months melt into years. 010113 ... misstree i smile through it. 010114 ... Chrity go to: i_have_words 010408 ... unhinged i've been feeling rather self_indulgent lately. i get like that when i'm at home and i never seen anyone besides my parents that fight with each other and anyone else that talks all day. i was watching one of those cheesy movies about 4 best friends tonight on cbs and how they made this pact that they were going to be around for each other no matter what forever. that made me realize yet again that it's just me kid. i never had that one special childhood friendship. never had one really cool friend growing up. i don't think i'm particularly sad maybe just ejected. sometimes i feel like there is this big wall. and then i'll have these moments where i'll think to myself...this is one of those movie-like things. maybe if i run outside really quick i'll catch the camera filming this through the window. and then i run outside and there isn't any camera and i'm peering through the window again. i still remember that day my dad knocked on my door and peeked in and said "hey, are you alright cause you've seemed kind of distant lately?" a couple of days later i almost killed myself. 010530 ... d we set up ADT security systems for ourselves but how much does it really benefit? 010531 ... ClairE You're breaking up...guess I'll just go to bed. You know, the night is really dark. It's hard to fall asleep so early. 020107 ... SuicidalAngel Therez no one around anymore to notice if I've been "distant" or not. I'm so paranoid about losing friends, but they always seem to run away when you need them the most. You know those friends, that you hang out with a lot but have never had a real convorsation with? Thatz all I have left. 020107 ... ClairE The space between us is so vast and empty it's making me shiver. As we speak. I warm myself by shoveling words into the expanse. And then I realize I can't see you. All the screaming in the world cannot shout out the wind. 020109 ... reitoei streching off into infinity. past the distant horizon of experience. just past the realm of conciousness lies all that we want. so distant so close. 020303 ... Strideo "Voyager 1 and 2 still operational after more than 15 years in space and are traveling out of the Solar System. The two Voyagers are expected to last until at least the year 2015 when their radioisotope thermoelectric generators (RTG) power supplies are expected for fail. Their trajectories give negative evidence about possible planets beyond Pluto. Their next major scientific discovery should be the location of the heliopause. Low-frequency radio emissions believed to originate at the heliopause have been detected by both Voyagers. Both Voyagers are using their ultraviolet spectrometers to map the heliosphere and study the incoming interstellar wind. The cosmic ray detectors are seeing the energy spectra of interstellar cosmic rays in the outer heliosphere Voyager 1 has passed the Pioneer 10 spacecraft and is now the most distant human-made object in space." . 021218 ... girl_jane Oh the idea of me pressing "go" and ending up here...I'll see you soon, love. 030220 ... Piso Mojado "You cannot quit me so quickly There's no hope in you for me No corner you could squeeze me But I got all the time for you, love But will I hold you again? These twisted game we're playing We're strange allies With warring hearts All we can do, my love Is hope we don't take this ship down The Space Between Our wicked lies Is where we hope to keep safe from pain Take my hand 'Cause we're walking out of here Love is all we need here The Space Between What's wrong and right Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you The Space Between Your heart and mine Is the space we'll fill with time" 030220 ... The Wolfs Path Distant wisdom makes itself obscure blocking the memory of ancient knowledge lost forever in time 030712 what's it to you? who go blather from