distant
psyki she didn't call. 000828
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carrie i can't bare to feel the distant space between us,
so i hug her tighter each time we meet.
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moonshine Weeks spawn from days and weeks upon months melt into years. 010113
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misstree i smile
through it.
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Chrity go to:
i_have_words
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unhinged i've been feeling rather self_indulgent lately. i get like that when i'm at home and i never seen anyone besides my parents that fight with each other and anyone else that talks all day. i was watching one of those cheesy movies about 4 best friends tonight on cbs and how they made this pact that they were going to be around for each other no matter what forever. that made me realize yet again that it's just me kid. i never had that one special childhood friendship. never had one really cool friend growing up. i don't think i'm particularly sad maybe just ejected. sometimes i feel like there is this big wall. and then i'll have these moments where i'll think to myself...this is one of those movie-like things. maybe if i run outside really quick i'll catch the camera filming this through the window. and then i run outside and there isn't any camera and i'm peering through the window again.

i still remember that day my dad knocked on my door and peeked in and said "hey, are you alright cause you've seemed kind of distant lately?" a couple of days later i almost killed myself.
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d we set up ADT security systems for ourselves
but how much does it really benefit?
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ClairE You're breaking up...guess I'll just go to bed.

You know, the night is really dark. It's hard to fall asleep so early.
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SuicidalAngel Therez no one around anymore to notice if I've been "distant" or not. I'm so paranoid about losing friends, but they always seem to run away when you need them the most. You know those friends, that you hang out with a lot but have never had a real convorsation with? Thatz all I have left. 020107
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ClairE The space between us is so vast and empty it's making me shiver. As we speak.

I warm myself by shoveling words into the expanse. And then I realize I can't see you.

All the screaming in the world cannot shout out the wind.
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reitoei streching off into infinity. past the distant horizon of experience. just past the realm of conciousness lies all that we want. so distant so close. 020303
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Strideo "Voyager 1 and 2 still operational after more than 15 years in space and are traveling out of the Solar System. The two Voyagers are expected to last until at least the year 2015 when their radioisotope thermoelectric generators (RTG) power supplies are expected for fail. Their trajectories give negative evidence about possible planets beyond Pluto. Their next major scientific discovery should be the location of the heliopause. Low-frequency radio emissions believed to originate at the heliopause have been detected by both Voyagers.
Both Voyagers are using their ultraviolet spectrometers to map the heliosphere and study the incoming interstellar wind. The cosmic ray detectors are seeing the energy spectra of interstellar cosmic rays in the outer heliosphere

Voyager 1 has passed the Pioneer 10 spacecraft and is now the most distant human-made object in space."
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girl_jane Oh the idea of me pressing "go" and ending up here...I'll see you soon, love. 030220
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Piso Mojado "You cannot quit me so quickly
There's no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love

But will I hold you again?

These twisted game we're playing

We're strange allies
With warring hearts

All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down

The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain

Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here

Love is all we need here

The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you

The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time"
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The Wolfs Path Distant wisdom makes itself
obscure
blocking the memory of
ancient
knowledge
lost forever in
time
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Naomi The present is a gift
you have given to me
I'm no wonder
but you are
I drift
in and out of fantasy
the real world is a blur
and you are a distant star
in clear view
at least in my mind
at least in my heart
at least to my senses
in a vivid hue
I rewind
my memory to certain parts
to show myself evidence
that this
is happening
it really
is, I guess
and I am in bliss
and everything
I see
is less
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Reinhart Empty calories.
Sense of self through consumerism.
Cities.
American.
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
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