bunnys_poems pobodys nerfect Earlier I was reminiscing with my friend(the author of revolting adoration)about "the good old days" we shared on a now-defunct spot on the net. Among other things,we both talked about a certain guy on there & how cool he was. He had that undefinable "it" quality that made him very likeable. In the twisty tangly web that's the internet,I've lost touch with him,but tonight I came across some of his poems I had written down that he posted in the summer of 2001. I don't think he'd mind me sharing them. And hey,on the chance that you ever read this,you were my favourite bunny ever. :) ~Hazel "FARIES NEVER DIE" For every moment I spend in this fragile shell I know my eveery wish is sending me deeper into hell And for every moment when I'm awake This reality spreads its wings of filth and decay But whenever I hear your angelic voice I know my heart and soul are lost without a choice And whenever I see you laugh and smile I know faeries aren't just a lie And eveery glimpse of your eyes make my heart so weak And if I only could,I'd give you everything that you seek And at night when you've gently fallen into sleep Know that I'll be softly kissing you in your dreams In my eyes you're the most beautifully looking doll With white soft skin and a pair of imaginary wings And should you ever stumble and fall Know that I'll be there and hear your call to be continued.... 030912 ... pobodys nerfect *ahem* that's "FAERIES" NEVER DIE :( 030912 ... pobodys nerfect ~this ones my absolute favourite(I'm gonna be selfish and not say why). I wanted to post it first but couldn't find it. So I searched today,my heart sinking with every minute thinking it might be gone forever,but a few minutes ago I got lucky. =o) "Two Shadows Holding Hands" Two shadows holding hands Forever in darkness they dance With unopened eyes they could all light surpass Forever in the comfort of the night they would last Two shadows holding hands One of them questions one night asked "What is darkness and what is light?" Where by the other one replied "How could I know without opening my eyes?" So no answers in the darkness were revealed And both of them(darkness)left to have their curiousity healed Two shadows holding hands Both of them by lack of knowledge seduced And into the daylight their eyes were introduced Two shadows holding hands With open eyes they no longer could light surpass And in daylight only one of them would last Two shadows holding hands Into one in the daylight they melt Because only in darkness could their true shape be held Two shadows by light defeated One of them by the sun now was eaten Two shadows holding hands In the night they once used to dance But now both by light were surpassed 030916 ... mon wonderful! 030916 ... pobodys nerfect *cries* 030916 ... pobodys nerfect *sigh* Sorry about that. These poems brought back happy memories,and also an (unexpected)deep sadness that they're gone. "Painted White" The sun,come and devour me At the peak of light you are death! Silently falling and spreading like a burning shadow I wish I could avoid being sucked into your endless flow Like space,it lacks meaning unless it's filled with nothingness I'm altering my reality,timeless and always depending on change Like dark clouds covering the earth,with its tears of precious rain The moon,have you come to rescue me? When light has taken my eyes away As night has come my way,the silence has returned Life has faded away,and no more do I feel dreaded You reshape and once again remove the ugliness of the day I worship the blessing of darkness you offer A substitute for death,I am forever your lover In your presence I do not fear the light I am both your sister and your child of the night This is perfection,always ending in pain So when you once again leave me... I forgive you,and in tears...I lay down in vain 030916 ... pobodys nerfect "Sacrifice" Look away,nervously I laugh during the day Hiding the truth I cannot say So many times I shut myself in silence In painful thoughts I ponder my time away Slightly abusive. Creative. Yet always in confusion No clearness do I see in my troubles Every day further away than the one before Perhaps it is life itself, Which I need to escape some more? This existance so harmful Walking in shades,in shadows Hiding from the world Father almighty says I'm a dishonour. Loveable death,hateful in light So admirable is your ongoing fight Lasting forever,each moment. How did you time them so clever? Even for apathy it's too much to bear As I doub myself at times When I see you comfort me, For someone elses crimes Mother careful,don't judge my sorrow Is that not what Christ said about tomorrow? 030918 what's it to you? who go blather from