i_am_scared TalviFatin It is September 11th, 2001. We are under the attack of terrorists. Skies of blue, seas of green, but the country inside is no where to be seen. Our FBI are far across the country, Manhattan up in smoke, Pentagon on fire, a mysterious plane on the loose, large casualties, and much much more. I'm very scared...scared for our country, scared for our safety...we're under attack. I'm worried. A friend of mine isnt. I think he puts too much faith in this country. I am in awe. 010911 ... Fli of what I can not see. 010911 ... Inanna These terrorist attacks in NY and the pentagon are sick and could lead to WWIII. It looks like a war zone today. This is just terrible, and my prayers go out to the victims and the families of victims of this tragedy. The date is 9/11/01. Do you think that the date is a coincidence? This is crazy. What is America going to do? 010911 ... Inanna Pray that there are no biological weapons involved in this multiple attack on the US. 010911 ... Aimee i have only three words for this... What the fuck 010911 ... birdmad "i can't believe the news today i can't close my eyes and make it go away" 010911 ... ... i speculated on this a year or so ago... war is the best way to get a country out of recession... then i dreamt it about 3 months ago... now i see it outside my window and on my tv... 010911 ... Pythagorus That is a very good point ... . Lives are meaningless to the oil puppets, I wouldn't be a bit surprised if Dick Cheney's monkey boys (Osama Bin Ladden and crew) recieved a call a few weeks ago to plan this attack. I wonder how much it was costing for our shiny new stealth bombers to have their rust treatment application? Or their engines tuned due to lack of use? And wasn't this scene in a movie? I remember a movie about a plane hijacked by terrorists that was supposed to crash into the world trade center?? 010911 ... unhinged to see small children parading in the streets with flags cheering at mass death to think that i might have to watch my friends die in war 010911 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong If there is war. No. There can't be. Everyone needs to think before jumping. There can't be. 010911 ... ClairE Me, too. Don't be scared. You'll be safe. I'm taking it upon myself to help him. Does it make me better or worse qualified for the postition that I am just as scared? I sometimes feel like I have found this calm within. I don't know if I am just lazy as fuck or if it's nirvana like. Detachment. It's hard to live this way. The panic lies underneath the surface. The whole frozen pond cliche. It's scary when you see the fear that runs throughout the world, and throughout everything. All tangled up in beauty like your hair spread on my pillow. 011221 ... littleidiot reminds me of moneen: "now.. im not afraid... of being here, im scared, im feeling alone, again. goddamn this whole thing. 021127 ... ClairE of this new_boy. I don't want to get attached, I tell friend after friend. Look at his young flesh, too much gone by for me to let time hurry us down the road. Friday nights only. I'll make up a sign if you insist, but don't expect me to touch you while you wait. 040223 ... white_wave there is nothing more saddening then imagining the thoughts of blatherskites living in New York on 9/11/01. this is real, blather can not get any more real than their deep burning fear. 040223 ... girl_jane That I was just something to have around for a while, and now I'm just an inconvience-something that needs to be gotten rid of. Fucking hell. 040224 ... Isaou And I am nervous and I am so very excited for tomorrow, I hope I will not be scared. And then I will be sad 090812 ... kid andre of breaking your heart 090813 ... notme notagain pandemic 2020 200317 ... unhinged but i am trying to remain open_hearted 200318 ... Risen And I am owning it. People elsewhere are now living with the kinds of fears I live with every day. I watch people my age dismiss the elderly as the only ones at risk. The world is a scary place. It's only rational to be scared. 200319 ... unhinged agoraphobic 200322 ... Twitch Here I am. The same light as everything else inhabiting this bag of flesh. Dancing in a moment that is the only one of it's kind. What an incredible time to be alive. I get to be the kind of person that I always wanted to be in the midst of chaos. Here we go. 200324 ... Soma she said to me; I laughed. How are you not worried? she pouted. I told her I was, but not any more than usual. That this so-called apocalypse was simply how my mind existed all the time, about everything, and that now everyone else felt scared, and anxious, but I just felt rather normal. 200325 ... unhinged ditto soma my natural state is scared my mind is always trying to flee i am always planning for the worst_case_scenario my roommate's sister is a respiratory therapist with a bad heart. five of her patients died today. they don't have enough beds or ventilators. i am so broken_hearted i don't know where to start. (i distract myself with flirting and memes so i can breathe for a few minutes. the weight of the world is collapsing my lungs). 200327 what's it to you? who go blather from