if_i_could andrea i'd buy your happiness if i could paint your room a brighter hue fill it with your laughter & mine make sure there were no shadows lurking in the corners or closet if i could i'd purchase a smile to perfectly fit your face if i could give your eyes a twinkling sparkle color your cheeks with a rose blush that even old age couldn't steal if i could copyright 2000 000501 ... silentbob i would make you a bird, let you fly thru the breezes i would i'd let you fly up to heaven, so you could talk with jesus if i could i would kiss you til break and then some if i could i'd watch the difference between us 2 and then one i would there's the sky. the sun sets it on fire and it comes crashing down chicken little sent screaming of the 4 horsemen of the apocolypse i never knew she could squak so loud does it make you feel better to know you're the only one? cuz you are i would weild you forever if you'd just live that long id give you the sunlight or maybe the moon whichever one you wanted more expectant too punctual but prettier than ever i would make it so we'd last together if i could 000824 ... splinken i would remember to call you back, if i could. if i could, i would sober up a little and stop writing those embarassing emails. i would sneak up behind you while you water your lawn, if i could. 000824 ... birdmad ...i would be someone better. ...i would me more than two steps above what the cat dragged in. ...i would have no need to hide. ...i would replace and repair the pieces of my soul you took away and close the holes in my heart that whistle and scream when the storm winds blow. but for now i bide my time, like a toad in dry soil, mummified and dormant until the prayer for rain is answered. 000824 ... ? http://wings.buffalo.edu/epc/authors/rosenberg/dawn-quartet.ram 000824 ... sarpedon I'd tell you how I felt Those days when we were alone When we were the world I'd tell you how I'd always felt Why I desired to get close to you Why I never held anything back I'd show you my world The way that I see things How it feels to be me Each and every day I'd just stay and listen to you Listen to your beautiful words They make me so happy Each time I hear how you feel I'd surrender my emotions My life, my feelings I'd become one with you I wouldn't have to worry About everything I say to you Every which way I act We'd end all this confusion And share your lives as one 000824 ... typhoid i can 000824 ... splinken i might 000825 ... turmoil I d shove a broom up your ass 000825 ... Brad This is the name of a really nice Pat Metheny tune from 1984's "First Circle." Reminds us that Pat is one of the premier instrumentalists alive and has secured his rightful place in the pantheon of future jazz legends. 000910 ... evi I would plug myself to your brain, so i would finally understand why the hell you left 000919 ... Annie111 If you twist and turn away If you tear yourself in two again If I could, yes I would If I could, I would Let it go Surrender Dislocate If I could throw this Lifeless lifeline to the wind Leave this heart of clay See you walk, walk away Into the night And through the rain Into the half-light And through the flame If I could through myself Set your spirit free I'd lead your heart away See you break, break away Into the light And to the day To let it go And so to fade away To let it go And so fade away I'm wide awake Wide awake Wide awake I'm not sleeping Oh, no, no, no If you should ask then maybe they'd Tell you what I would say True colors fly in blue and black Bruised silken sky and burning flag Colors crash, collide in blood shot eyes If I could, you know I would If I could, I would Let it go... This desperation Dislocation Separation Condemnation Revelation In temptation Isolation Desolation Let it go And so fade away To let it go And so fade away To let it go And so to fade away I'm wide awake I'm wide awake Wide awake Oh, no, no, no I'm not sleeping 011215 ... ClairE i_would. 011217 ... p2 destroy the world should i? i think i might just because i could (note to superego: prevent id from obtaining weapons of mass destruction) 030502 ... stork daddy don't we want someone who can both infinitely fufill all of our desires and also completely merge with us? we wish to both control another and yet also to find them powerful enough to fufill our desires, but such autonomous people are often hard to control. we want someone we can submit to and in doing so gain all of the pleasures we could want and avoid all of the pains. much like the conception of god in many religions. we are caught between doing nothing for ourself and doing everything for ourselves. we look to others for both our omnipotence and our haplessness and we find both, for the ideals are only in our minds. 030502 ... Grace no comment.. not today.. *s 030502 what's it to you? who go blather from