the_format killrhythm the format from arizona of course 050531 ... killrhythm sore_thumb forgive me, you cut out again. it seems so easy just to blame the reception. there's something wrong, i dont know why, why you, you never say goodnight. so please just leave. you dont mean that much to me. you keep the ring, ill take those saturdays in bed, cause i know you need them. as for me, its nothing new, just another two years. i wish we'd always wake up new, refreshed, and born again with nothing left to lose. we drink too much who needs a crutch? pull of the bandage, there's no wound. so please just leave, you dont mean that much to me. give back the ring, keep all these summers with your friends, cause you know you need them. as for me, its nothing new, just another two years while im here losing sleep. your sore thumb, your best defense is miles from home, and it reads like a letter with the words all broken erase them with a razor blade, cause youre gone. i was lost till i found you but im breaking down now that... your sore thumb, your best defense is miles from home, and it reads like a letter with the words all broken. erase them with a razor blade, cause youre gone. youre gone. the_first_single i cant stand to think about a heart so big it hurts like hell. oh my god, i gave my best but for three whole years to end like this. well do you want to fall apart? i cant stop if you cant start do you want to fall apart? well i could if you can try to fix what ive undone, cause i hate what ive become. you know me, or you think you do you just dont seem to see ive been waiting all this time to be something i cant define so lets cause a scene clap our hands and stomp our feet or something, yeah something. i just gotta get myself over me. i could stand to do without all the people i have left behind whats the point in going around when its a straight line baby, a straight line down? so lets make a list of who we need. its not much, if anything lets make a list of who we need and we'll throw it away cause we dont need anyone no we dont need anyone you know me, or you think you do you just dont seem to see ive been waiting all this time to be something i cant define so lets cause a scene clap our hands and stomp our feet or something, yeah something i just gotta get myself over me and i hate what ive become you know the nightlife is just not for me, cause all you really need are a few good friends. dont wanna go out and be on my own you know they started something I can't stand. you leave for the city, well count me out, cause all this time is wasted on everything I've done you know me, or you think you do you just dont seem to see ive been waiting all this time to be something i cant define so lets cause a scene clap our hands and stomp our feet or something, yeah something i just gotta get myself over me im ready, i am im nicotine im coming clean i fooled the crowd when i made it sound like i was more than ready strike up the band, deprive my sleep cause theres no love like apathy the bell that tolls rings loud enough that it should have woke us up im trying to find truth in words in rhymes in notes in all the things i wish id wrote cause i feel like ive been losing you I read your last entry overprivelaged kids keep crying the need to fit in is harder when living life from a screen old classmates please drop all your pens dont write a word cause i wont reply and im not bitter, no its just ive passed that point in my life im trying to find truth in words in rhymes in notes in all the things i wish id wrote cause i feel like ive been losing you Each night it ends too soon you dont hold me like you used to your eyes look like theyve seen too much its always some excuse too tired, too obtuse you look so far removed this time i fear im losing you im nicotine im a cash machine im the color green and you should have seen the looks i just recieved i need a reason to let go an intervention a lulluby something to cure me please believe me im trying to find truth in words in rhymes in notes in all the things i wish i wrote cause i feel like ive been losing you each night it ends too soon you dont hold me like you used to and your eyes look like theyve seen to much its always some excuse too tired, too obtuse you look so far removed this time i feel im losing you on_your_porch i was on your porch the smoke sank into my skin so i came inside to be with you we talked all night about everything you could imagine cause come the morning i'll be gone and as our eyes start to close i turn to you and i let you know that i love you well my dad was sick my mom, she cared for him her love, it nursed him back to life and me, i ran i couldnt even look at him for fear id have to say goodbye and as i start to leave he grabs me by the shoulder and he tells me whats left to lose youve done enough and if you fail, well then you fail, but not to us cause these last three years i know theyve been hard but now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone so now here i sit in a hotel off of sunset my thoughts bounce off of sam's guitar and thats the way it's been ever since we were kids but now, now we've got something to prove and i, i can see their eyes but tell me something, can they see mine? cause whats left to lose? ive done enough. and if i fail well then i fail but i gave it a shot and these last three years i know theyve been hard but now its time to get out of the desert and into the sun even if its alone 050531 what's it to you? who go blather from