our_first_kiss Syrope you don't remember. i don't know why i asked. should i be surprised? march 11, 2001...JL's birthday party... nelle & me in the hot tub, when you stood at the side and looked so confused...i didn't know you were high, or drunk, or whatever you were. would i have gotten in the car with you at the end of the night if my dad hadn't come to get me? i didn't realize...when you stared and told me my eyes were beautiful. i lost control & didn't realize i was kissing you until it was happening, and then as i pulled away and you exhaled and i smelled marijuana and i didn't know what to do... how could you not remember? yet how could i expect you to? 030314 ... girl_jane I'm sorry you had to have a first kiss like that. A first kiss, and every kiss after that, should be remembered. 030314 ... megan i remember. it was a cold night, and i remember the touch of your bare skin against my arms felt warm. i had on one of those spagetti strap t's, simply because it made me have cleavage, and i truely believed that's what every guy longed for and dreamed of. how wrong i was. you held me. it felt like nothing i had ever felt before, like a slice of heaven had just been given to me. like a bubble bath in a way. i remember sweating inside, it was hot, and we were all dancing and laughing. when {we} began to dance, i knew that you were the one. you kissed my neck, you kissed my cheek, and my ear. you turned to my lips, my virgin lips, and my virgin tongue. and you loved it, and i loved you, and you held me up, when my knees swooned, and you understood when i ran away from you at the end of the song. for i was still very much a young girl, and still very much confused, and still very in love, and ready to do it again. and again. and again. 030314 ... girl_jane It'll happen at the airport, like you said, WWII style. People will stare, and some will be offended by the public display of affection, but I won't care. I doubt you'll care either. I doubt we'll even notice anybody but each other. 030314 ... her royal highness the quirk how could i have possibly guessed that something that simple would lead to where we are now 040523 ... x i should have listened to my fears and instincts 040524 ... somebody our only kiss, she ran out of the room with another man's name on her lips, worrying about what he would think and how he would feel about it, even though he was already kissing someone new 040524 ... (&uarr)vniz moriyem looks like it won't replicate cyrillic text, feh. 040524 ... ↑ . 040524 ... Laura Our first kiss. It happened on that beach, the night so warm before we shed our clothes and dived carelessly into the black waves. You shielded me from the strangers, those few who proved that my dream of us being the only two people in the world could not be a reality. Your body pressed against mine, your arms held me so tightly and all those places of a man that I had seen and touched before were forgotten in your embrace. You felt brand new to me, you made me forget all that I wanted to, And then, as I was shielded in your touch you leaned towards me, your face intense, your eyes seeing into me, your lips felt so... No. Wait, it wasn't then. It must have been later. Sitting across from you on branches of a tree, holding myself so still, afraid of falling, afraid of anything intruding on our silence, afraid of something taking our few moments together away from me. The breeze carried your scent, strong and male and something that made me react so differently than anything I'd ever felt before. I told you my secrets, I told you about my fears, my dreams, my desires, then I told you I wanted to kiss you... But it didn't happen even then. There was music in the background, a tune I don't remember very well, but I remember the melancholy feeling it gave me, almost a sadness, but I was too excited with you sitting behind me on your bed, so close I could feel your breath on my neck, your hands on my shirt. You knew what excited me, you pulled my shirt off my left shoulder and I felt your lips as your teeth bit down, so hard that it hurt, so hard that it felt so good, it lasted so long and even then when it was over I realized it didn't last long enough. I left soon after that, after you gave me one of your precious hugs, we didn't kiss. Thinking back on the years I only now realize, that my memories are not fading in time, they are as bright as when they first took place, I am not forgetting our first kiss. I am remembering that we never had it. 040802 ... Splinty You were high on sherbert and 'he's behind you.' Outside the panto doors were opened to the street. Some little boys sat on the stairs. I leant closer and there were questions in your eyes. Your lips were warm, like Ive known them but this time they were open. When I pulled away it was unsaid that something had happened. 'Haaazzzyyy! We're traumatising kids.' But inside you something changed. 041223 ... Splinty You were high on sherbert and 'he's behind you.' Outside the panto doors were opened to the street. Some little boys sat on the stairs. I leant closer and there were questions in your eyes. Your lips were warm, like Ive known them but this time they were open. When I pulled away it was unsaid that something had happened. 'Haaazzzyyy! We're traumatising kids.' But inside you something changed, and you havent been able to change it back since... 041223 what's it to you? who go blather from