should_i Subterranean Visions there is something... a reason... should i tell her? But I am not even certain that it is true... I may have misheard... or misunderstood... 011122 ... willow9880 tell him he hasn't given me a reason to trust him yet...i found him in the 20s love, he told he didnt have a girlfriend. he tore my heart into pieces because he had no idea it was "I" his girlfriend that he was talking to. "what am i to you?" he said he loves me but does he truly love me or are they just words to him? am i being played with or am i not? 011202 ... ClairE stay or should i go? this indecision's bugging me. exactly how I feel, except it's really on my part. Well, in the song it's on his part, too. He's just blaming her. If he wasn't indecisive, he would have settled the matter long ago. 011202 ... ClairE No, go_toot. 011203 ... Arwyn dye my hair blue? my wedding's a year away... would that be a good idea? I'm thinking not, but i really wanna do it... 020419 ... Perspective_Of_Soul Shall i pack my bags, and do what is right? How wrong that seems. 020917 ... no no it's right, go ahead and pack them, and get the fuck out of here 020917 ... Perspective_Of_Soul Well done. 020920 ... lizbet have another beer? Sam Adam's Summer Brew or should i just go to bed? 040615 ... lizbet OoOhhh.. someone decide for me.... only a finger of this chilly beer left.... have another? or not? someone else.... should decide.... ~sorta patiently awaiting an answer~ 040615 ... dosquatch Bah. Pass me a Pete's Wicked. Or a Killian's. Or, better, find me a bartender who can pour a decent Guinness. 040615 ... lizbet ~grin~ when i worked at the bar, i used to pull the best pints of Guinness.... perfect... and then i'd watch the glass with the valued patron... ~grin~ ~chews her lower lip~ i actually do have a couple Killians' in the fridge.... and i named my first cat Killian.. ~Grin~ hhmm... killians or Sam.......... decisions decisions... ~hands you a Killians... toasts you with her fresh Summer Brew~ to life.... 040615 ... dosquatch A good pourer of Guinness who doesn't work at a bar anymore? Such a crime... Pour me one, won't you? 040615 ... lizbet comin right up... ~grin~ ~grabbing a clean glass from the stack on the island in the middle of the bar... moving quickly to the taps...~ ~pulling gently on the tap... glass held at a slight angle... watching the deepdark liquid slipslide into the glass.... filling it only halfway~ ~watching.......... tiny bubbles.. golden in the light.. swimming up from the botttom... down from the top.....settling~ ~waiting~ ~then pulling again on the tap... filling slowly.. surely... the rest of the way... slowly righting the angled glass... perfectlyy small amount of foamy head... ~ ~small white square bar napkin placed on the reflective black marble in front of you... gently placing the glass before you~ ~watching..... you.... the Guinness...~ enjoy... ~grin~ 040615 ... dosquatch *drinks deeply of the dark nectar* *returns glass, minus some, to the napkin* *relishes in the rich flavor sliding over the tongue* Ahhhhhhh, thank you so much. 040615 ... lizbet my pleasure... love to serve... ~grin~ ~tries so hard not to her wrinkle her be-freckled nose~ never liked Guinness meself.... my sister says its like medicine... drink a pint if you're feelin sick... and you'll be all better... tell me to go to bed, Dosquatch..... its time.... butidon'twanna 040615 ... dosquatch And for the Killian's, too... *toasts lizbet* 040615 ... lizbet ~clinks glasses with ya~ ~sparkly grinnin eyes~ well thank ya so very much... ~grin~ but ya still didn't tell me to go to bed... ~giggle~ hmm... 3 beers and i am still awake......... and perhaps a lil tipsy.... ~grin~ insomnia is a fickle bitch.... 040615 ... dosquatch Oh, but it is! I swear, a pint of Guinness will settle an upset stomach almost as well as Pepto. Do you make black and tans this good, too? *sigh* Alright, alright - off to bed with you. You need your sleep. Probably we all do. My but it gets quiet around here at night... nothing but a few die-hards and hard-heads, listening to the kx21's chirping... 040615 ... lizbet ~grin~ black and tan... on the house.. anytime you want it.... ~smilin soft... sippin down the last of her Sam Adam's Summer Brew... lil sigh~ oh.. lord i am just not tired...... tell me a bedtime story? ~grin~ 040615 ... Unsure remove my eyes? amputate my fingers? remove my memories? release my heart? 040831 ... Probably not Text him? Probably not. But I miss his strange twisted logic that seemed to make the worst things shine I miss the small gestures he'd use to make me feel better... I think I miss him. So, should I? 070715 ... Probably not DEFINITELY should not have. shit. 070716 ... Oscar Wilde "better to regret it for having done it than regret it for having not" 070717 ... Probably not Ah but is it not better to always have the option to do it, rather than have already tried & failed miserably, never having the option to try once again? Probably not =] 070717 ... Yoda Try, try. There is no try. Do. Or do not. 070717 ... z should is the most dangerous word in the english language. 070717 ... Probably not If there is no try, what are we doing? 070717 ... Yoda Exactly! Doing you are. Doing wrong, doing right, still doing. In doing there is learning. Do wrong, learn. Next time, do wrong differently. Do right, remember. Learn. Do and learn not, is to do not. Energy wasted it is, and opportunity lost. But there is no try. 070717 ... Probably not But in the act leading up to the doing of something are you not TRYing to do it? For example, the thing you are to do is reach the top of a big cliff. In the attempt to achieve that by climbing up, are you not trying to reach it? [someone please tell me they understood that =)] 070717 ... Yoda Climbing is doing. Climbing you ARE, or climbing you are NOT. Climb, and fall, is climbing wrong. Learn. Do again. Or quit. Always an option, failure is. From the Mythbusters this I learned. 070718 ... Probably not Oh dear. Yoda you seem to be infinitely wise so I shall bow to your superior knowledge and try to accept the fact that there is no such thing as trying =D 070718 ... jane stay or should i go? 070718 ... Probably not If you stay there will be trouble, But if you go there will be double :] 070718 what's it to you? who go blather from