the_string_between_man_and_woman kx21 *** It's a wild weird String... *** A Man_talk / Woman_nag? There are men who think woman is their Heaven There are men who feel woman is their Hell... There are men who value woman like Everything There are men who treat woman like nothing... There are men who love woman as good as the brightest star There are men who view woman as same as black Hole There are men who hate woman as bad as the worst Shit... There are men who nag woman as the trouble water There are men who keep woman as the little toy There are men who chant woman as the migthy God... And There are men who state that Man is much better than Woman. There are men who swear that Man is equal to Woman. There are men who say that Woman is better than Man, and Woman is as bad as Man... Copyright 2001. kx21.com 010729 ... kx21 To my dear blatherers especially to DannyH and have a colorful day... 010729 ... lost i treat my woman like a queen. although alot of times they bring trouble. I always fall for the wrong one. the one that just toys with me, gets me to where i feel some sort of emotion for her and then rips my tiny heart out. i gave up on trying to have a relationship with them for a little. the whole one nighter thing seemed to work better. then i met someone. someone who actually hasnt hurt me....yet. she is hurt in a coma actually. I cant even see her. i know she's laying in the hospital bed alone. i cant stand it. im dieing on the inside. every second i am away from her i become more cold more heartless. I just burst out at people. like today i was driving home from the store and some guy walked right in front of me when i was about to pull out.i almost hit him. i dint try to i just wanted to scare him. i yelled as many obsenities as i could think of at him and pulled out of the parking lot at 50 miles an hour not caring if there was a car coming not caring what happens to me. not caring about anything. and i know if i were to get hurt it would kill her. i have to stay strong. the last couple night i havent slept i just layed there and cried i even had to put my pillows in the drier so they werent soaking wet. i just want to be there with her. even if she doesnt know im there, i just want to hold her hand and whisper in her ear that i love her. New york is so far away though theres no way i would come bak to cali if i got there though i would stay with her. she had just got here from new york a couple of days befor it happened to her. i only got to be with her for a couple days, and she is gone again. her mother says she will send her back when she is better but... i still cant stand it. the 2 nights we shared were the most memorable of my life. the best and happiest nights of my life. and after we were done all i wanted to do was just hold her in my arms. i didnt want to get up and leave just lay there and listen to her breath and wonder what she is dreaming about. I would wake her up in the morning with breakfast made. and we would feed it to eachother. then we would have some morning sex. we would take a shower together, and then go out for lunch. we went to the movies and went shopping for lingerie (which i think is kinda useless cuz it's gonna come off just the same as normal clothes). thats how we spent the 2 days that i got to be with her. they were so amazing. they went by much to fast. now im scared that there wont be anymore like them. the cycle of hurt never ends. it seems as if when i am happy for once or even remotely happy something happens and makes me feel ten times worse. 010729 ... kx21 Tell me what are the ways for plucking this wild weird String into a beautiful & pleasant Melody... And_I_will_tell_you_How_wonder_you_are... 010729 ... Sol 8ve = ½. love fall off rate? inverse square#? to play melody. understand. string is parametaphysical. makes no sound alone. plucking string causes pain. but strengthens? ½ string make 8ve up? is sound created when 2 ½ strings create whole string? are all strings tuned to the same pitch? against the sounding board. The sound box. The mind/body? The body/mind? greeks knew (pythagoras) 8ve = ½ is no better understanding known? time is the key. §øî 010730 ... kx21 Man_Talk vs Woman_nag? How can Man_Talk converge to woman_nag and vice versa, Woman_nag evolve into man_talk? 010802 ... kx21 Man_Talk vs Woman_nag? How can Man_Talk converge to woman_nag and vice versa, Woman_nag evolve into man_talk? 010802 ... kx21 Any Good_point / Q_As? 010802 ... DannyH umbilical_cord 010804 ... kx21 Cow_Mu, MusIC, IC... What is secret_code / random_word of IC? 010804 ... kx21 Icebreaker... What's next? Something start with 'Er'.. 010805 ... kx21 Eristic... What's next? Restart with 'Ic'... 010805 ... kx21 Ice cream??? or in Mathematical or scientific language:- How do you determine or measure the tension / strength of the_string_between_man_and_woman? Any good_point / Q_As? 010822 ... ditto umm... it's ony a feeling.. you can't measure it...you know like you can't measure the size of the cosmos type thing. ping pong... you know if it's one sided it don't work either, boys always want to kiss me.. but they didn't ask me if they could... me don't like that unless a passion is burning. 070511 ... phil herpes 070511 ... ST Eww! ... 070511 what's it to you? who go blather from