standing_apology kingsuperspecial since I'm the sort of person who will make good use of this page, I'm going to start with just a general standing apology for being a fuckwit. I'll provide more detailed apologies should occasion arise. which it will. . sorry for being a fuckwit 010616 ... god i don't accept! i am counting on you to be a fuckwit! 010616 ... kingsuperspecial oh, yeah. I'd also like to apologize in advance if write a silly song about you without your permission. . is sorry for that, too. 010616 ... florescent light I'm sorry for eating noodles when there's cheese in the refrigerator I'm sorry for eating a hamburger when there are noodles I'm sorry for stepping on my toes and for walking with my head down. I'm sorry for picking my fork up with the wrong fingers I'm sorry for wearing the rainbow shirt instead of the teddy bear one. I'm sorry for touching the stereo when I was 8 I'm sorry for not recognizing the number 7 on the clock when I was seven. I'm sorry for causing you and mom to fight for 3 months because I wanted an after-school snack. I'm sorry for talking too fast I'm sorry for loving my mother I'm sorry you wished I was dead. I'm sorry you hate me I'm sorry you're a hypocrite I'm sorry you are my father (happy father's day) 010616 ... kingsupersorry I'm sorry if people don't like me. I'm sorry we can't be friends. I'm sorry a farted in the shower. I'm sorry I'm not for everyone. I'm sorry I peed on your shoe. I'm sorry about the ketchup. I'm sorry you're depressed. I'm sorry you want to die. I'm sorry your heart got broken. I'm sorry we can't all get along. I'm sorry I can't help you, but I'd like to try if you give me a chance. I'm sorry if I talk to much. 010617 ... yummychuckle I'm sorry that I don't feel bad about cheating on Logan. In fact I would do it again. I'm sorry I'm so messed up because I can't beleive how lucky I am to have him, and I thought he was everything I wanted (minus the laughter---hes not very funny). but then his best friend showed up and he was so perfect for/to me even though he doesn't like me. or maybe he does. but he was drunk. anyway I'm sorry I'm a bad person, I'm sorry for wanting to laugh when you were crying on the phone with me because you found out that i cheated right in front of your face (it seemed like oone of those 'real world' moments), I'm sorry for finding such humor in the fact that even thouhg you figured out that I like your best friend more than i like you, you didn't dump me. and that I wouldn't have been hurt in the least if you had. and I'm sorry for not wanting to talk to you or seeming so distant. i can't figure out why I can't enjoy this. 010617 ... Sol id like to apologise for attempting to empathise with yum. you are not a bad person because of that, it is simply a point in your evolution, it may or amy not define who you become, it will define your view of other people. But you shoudlnt have done it if Logan meant anything to you at that point, and he should have called the end to it, if he reciprocated 010617 ... unhinged i apologize for having opinions and stating them i apologize for feeling strongly about anything at all i apologize for acting like an idiot i apologize for ever loving you i apologize for liking drugs too much i apologize for being some kind of disappointment i apologize for leaving you without a word i apologize for wanting to kill myself always i guess that's just the way i am 010617 ... yummychuckle All Apologies What else should I be All apologies What else should I say Everyone is gay What else could I write I don't have the right What else should I be All apologies In the sun In the sun I feel as one In the sun In the sun I'm married buried I wish I was like you Easily amused Find my nest of salt Everything is my fault I'll take all the blame Aqua seafoam shame Sunburn with freezeburn Choking on the ashes of her enemy All in all is all we are and sol thanks... and im on the phone with Logan. hey i found out he was good for sex, if not laughs. his personality sucks. i wondered how he got popular then it was like cus he smokes pot and drinks with everyone. BORING. 010619 ... Sol The easy road to fleeting success. Is the sex good enough to overcome the less, um, exciting aspects of him, not wanting to pry. I say if you dont find someone fun to be around, there isnt much point in being around them, you are just storing it up for a later time....... 010620 ... fallenangel im sorry i cant tell you everything that you want to know. but i cant find the words. and i dont trust you. because you betrayed me. im sorry that even though i love you, i can never trust you. i am sorry 010620 ... tears in the sky I am sorry for hurting you but all i did was tell the truth. all i did was say i like him. and now youcan't stop crying becuase you like him too. i though friends were supposed to be honest well i was honest with you. now why can't you tell me how you feel i need to know. i need to know. 010621 ... yummychuckle hey sol yeah the past few days I've been wondering whether or not to stay with him, and we got in a kinda argument and we almost broke up but it didn't happen. I'm just hanging onto him til i find someone fun... 010622 ... kingsuperspecial sorry about the stains on the couch. and that smell in the bathroom. 010716 what's it to you? who go blather from