why_am_i_sad
monadh I have nothing
to complain about really
my life
is just depressing
at times
and I can't help but be sad today
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dB You are sad because you want to be. 010313
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monadh forget I said anything 010313
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monadh because because because

I have no honest reason to be

so I figure
I will be happy from now on
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kx21 Your mother nature... 010313
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nocturnal I can't imagine a single reason why I'd be sad right now. It's ridiculous but tears keep streaming down my face. Probably due to too much alcohol, but still, why? This sucks, I wish there was someone around to talk to right now. 010314
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monadh I felt horrible earlier
felt like jumping off a cliff
100 times over
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monadh *waves hello to nocturnal* 010314
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nocturnal hey there mona. so glad you're here. 010314
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monadh hi ya hi ya hi ya!
*dancing around like a goof*
here..try one of these...they can help
though they don't always seem to fit
especially when you feel sad
*passes a smile on over*
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stupidpunkgirl why am i?
i don't know why
so why was i crying last night
and didn't go home?
i'm so confused
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jem i get like that too, i'll have no real reason to be sad but i'll just get depressed and nothing can help. depression isnt as glamourous as the movies and rock stars make it out to be.
when i get sad i just take it easy, listen to some music, light some insense and read a book or draw or write... having a friend to talk to helps, but i'm slowly realising i dont have anyone to talk to anymore. everyone keeps telling me how much i've changed. but i've been myself the whole time. oh well.
if you need anyone to talk to, my e-mail is just a click away =o)
.hugs.
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lost I'm sad cuz my girlfreind of six months broke up with me. that the longest relationship i have ever had. so now i am lookin for a new girl freind. Anyone? 010315
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dB How Old are you Lost? 010315
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jennifer 692.1 miles 010315
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mikey because im sick and i hate being sick UGH

::sniffle::
::cough cough::
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alkalinepixie bcuz shes in a coma. and i cant understand why. 010315
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lost im not acutally sad. this is a firt in a long time. i dunno for some reason im not sad. i know why but its a little premature to say anything. 010503
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blamethesky i really wish that i could explain it to you.
you asked sophie i don't understand why she's so sad
i can hear the confusion in your voice

i'll let you know when i figure it out for myself
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kx21 That is your choice... 020410
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from now on i like dancing around like a goof
i like dancing
why am i sad
i like dancing
i like streetlamps
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god cause i remember 041028
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Lila Pause When I finally got the job I desperately needed...
When I got the call, though I sounded overjoyed...

I just felt like scrunching myself up into a ball over the central-heating vent, where I would remain forever.
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monee it's christmas and yestertoday
i was complaining in blather
grumbling about christmas
grumbling about family



it's not the boxes
or the wrapping paper i miss

i guess it's just a feeling



my mom surprised me with a necklace
just before midnight

i'm thinking of something to give her


i talked with my sister long distance
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camille through all the shiny paper
pretty paper bows and boxes
candle lit smiles
candy canes
i couldn't find my childhood glee
the feeling
like a sparkler
set everyone's smile a glow
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suicidalchinadoll its because potential doesn't get you anywhere.
and when you're unsure as to how to begin the polishing process...you have to sit a long time in the ugly rock stage, wondering if they were wrong..and all you really are is a hunk of lead..

then again..maybe its just an iron deficiency.
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daxle dissapointment 041226
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monee i write too much 041226
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thorn i cannot figure this out. i have no reason to be sad, but i'm crying almost all the time. my friend keeps telling me she's sorry, but it has nothing to do with her. and i feel like i can't talk to her, she has so much other stuff to do, things that are more important than me. i can't even really talk to people now. it's crazy. i desperately want a hug from one of my guy friends, but he has a ton of crap going on with him and another girl. so everyone has so much stuff to do, no one has time for anyone else. and i think all we need is to talk to people. 050510
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thorn hmm.
my blathe does not appear to be showing up.
oh well.
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*Amy* I don`t know if I`m sad but I feel I cannot trust my friends anymore and like I have no floor to step in. It`s a weird sensation, but I think inconsciously I look for it all the time. No way out for myself. 050510
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nom why am i 060815
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