luke sherrila i'm wanting to: type to/talk with you, meow..but you're not here, so i'll type to myself where you can still see it. hee. i'm thinking of wounds. how they heal from the bottom and the top, always leaving the soft middle largely unhealed. or raw longer. and because we don't see it, we don't realize- we're not mindful to be gentle of it. we just go-go- go. and we don't remember what branch caused which scar, only that we got it climbing trees, or kissing. and it doesn't stop there. i have a HOLE through me, in his name. and no matter how hard i try to unknow that, it's true, and i do. and he stops being him, and we stop being us and i just go. and go and go and go, and my soft middle! and i remember how to remember and not how to forget, and i am all kisses and ghosts. they're just words. worrrrrrrrrds. words whir. i like that (and you). 010308 ... Annie111 was so dumb in star wars. i'm sorry, but han was the mack. 011127 ... ClairE warm. Makes me think of yellow hair. and kindness. sullen anger? good name i guess. although luke from the Bible was def. brown-haired 011127 ... Bizzar An amazing person. One of the most talented musicians Ive ever met. He holds many of my secrets, and I his. One of my best friends. ...I hope he realizes how much I treasure his friendship 030216 ... .:. reminds me of paris and rain. 030326 ... brin hes always lonely 030326 ... PoleCat the boy was gregariously funny.. total wit & spit. i wish i had the balls to quip the shit that came outta his mouth.. maybe that's why i lost the man i .oved so much to him.. bollocks. 050429 ... marjorie it's a trap! IT'S A TRAP! 060414 what's it to you? who go blather from