hidden_quiet_sneaky unhinged and i cannot not have these here because they are a part of me. i guess that sounds corny, but they are so good, and they have always meant something to me. every word, every boy, every note. it is just such a fucking crying shame that the rest of the world didn't get to see it. CURSE the curse is finally showing just a liar's mind pretending to be growing there's no more rolling down to spare your silly[i still can't get these ones] stop right there you can save your story what is this shit you must be kidding silence softly spoken just like some trinket of your faith no more than token pop your pills and state your case i think your head's alright your heart's just really broken let's see here where to start it seems your failing heart is riddled with the curse of being everything to everyone and nothing to it's own the curse is finally showing stop right there you can save your story what is this shit you must be kidding it seems your failing heart is riddled with the curse of being everything to everyone and nothing to it's own ---fs THETRUTH (THE JEFF_BUCKLEY SONG) you're coming clean for once god it feels so good yeah it feels alright so hang up the gloves dear let's get on with the event yeah instead of raising our voices let's reinforce our arguement load up your memory cells point blank range blow you to hell for what it's worth you're coming home you're coming clean for once god it feels so good yeah it feels alright so hang up the gloves dear let's get on with the event yeah instead of raising our voices let's reinforce our arguement (fuck) ghost comes to hate yesterday don't remind me of the feelings that i've lost with the people put behind me memories of some deeds of despair and depression how many more check the score let the truth never find me ---fs STORM you know you're down when you count the friends you have but you only use one hand honey it finally hit your face has left you mighty low you're just slightly out of place storm your dreams have drowned again cause you've never learned to swim storm passed over blowed away you hang your hat on yesterday growing older now no better you're older but no better you say you're upset forecast the life you want just beyond the colder front sugar the winds of change blow through it took the whole damn world i guess it only left you cold storm step forth and fire away rebuttals drenched with rain delay storm your dreams just washed away while all us kids were out at play growing older now no better you're older now no better ---fs ROT i got older just in time to die you're right there to watch everything we own rot that's how you like it now i can't help myself from living something else we're all indifferent so bend over take everything they've got so why do we work so hard to watch everything we know rot that's how you like it i cannot find my way no life and we decay just watch it come undone drugs and crying ain't seemed to change your tune when all i wanted was to get back the real you rot how can you feel yourself no life there's no way out we've all been buried you know that's how you like it rot GRINDROD well i'm coming to get you in my bad ass car we'll run around now will you beat me down now it's never been your fault now why don't you lock your door now? it gets so cold you can't feel it it gets so cold you can't feel it i'll bet you can't wait til we get home i tuck your ass in bed i'll smear it in you you're gonna wish that you were dead this plane is definitely gonna crash this boat is obviously sinking that's right ---fs POISONPARTY have you ever met my best friends these cats would hang out on the weekends dark and dealing like their here to stay permanent fixture of my everyday have you ever had the feeling shaking sweating just like stealing you grind your teeth and try to get it done but only one thing leads to healing on my way up to the poison party as you can see we get all the way down and i don't care if i get good or bad shit as long as there's enough to go around all the way up to the poison party i'll let you know once i get all the way there i'm not happy til i'm nonexistent medicated til i disappear go so fast i want to blur to my sides no time to waste when you're not wasting time i'm on a secret little solo mission perfect accomplice to my victimless crime run through the house and close the shutters lock the door and hit the covers there's no place you can run or hide from yourself so load up on your crutch hit the gas pop the clutch and on your way up to the poison party as you can see we get all the way down i don't care if i get good or bad shit as long as there's enough to go around all the way up to the poison party i'll let you know once i get all the way there i'm not happy til i'm nonexistent medicated til i disappear hey pink we didn't have to trade our heroes for ghosts they were ghosts before we graduated and now it's time to self-pollute he's going straight to hell on the quickest route everything has a substitute nothing much to convolute on my way up to the poison party.... i'm not happy til i'm nonexistant medicated til i disappear ---fs 040414 what's it to you? who go blather from