what_if_forever_is_a_lie continuous ache i thought i saw forever in your smile but i was just a distraction while you waited for her interaction how many times can i do this before i finally get it right where's the light that i'm crying for? where's the love that i'm dying for? what are you lying for? don't do this to me anymore. i thought i was past all the pain, all the grieving but you brought me back to disbelieving, you're so 'caught up', try again all those tired lines are gettin old, and i'm losing control where's the light that i'm crying for? where's the love that i'm dying for? what are you lying for? don't do this to me anymore... you're like an addiction that i can't let go of as you're spinning your fiction i'm trying to say no, but i'm still looking for any sign that you could ever be mine am i just wasting my time? where's the light that i'm crying for? where's the love that i'm dying for? what are you lying for? don't do this to me anymore... 050430 ... andru235 what is 'fleeting' is a fib? what if 'temporariness' is a tall-tale? 050430 ... Gods Lil Fukker forever never lasted but for the moment it felt right. all that which was "to be forever" had turned into that which could never last in mind nor matter. forever is ideal. it is that which is wished upon and falsely spoken by those who think that anything could persist. I will never think of forever. forever has never been and will never exist. 050603 ... unhinged you left your indelible stamp on me but that part where i said i'll_always_love_you because of your lies is now just a lie 050603 ... on the road It would be the biggest relief. 050604 ... mytwohands there should be a cliche_blather_titles 050605 ... Lovers Content I've been down too many roads to count they amount to nothing but dust on my shoes a greater understanding of life and love i never thought i'd desire to be with someone as much as i do you the fires in my heart were merely dying embers i thought this would be another long december but i'm starting to remember that innocent love it goes above and beyond and will never be enough i'll never tire of your arms around me surrounding me, shrouding me with peace you ascend me to heights greater than i had dared to soar but the light of the moon flickers in your eyes and i'm not afraid anymore soon all the aches that i've suffered will be a distant memory you've offered me love everlasting and serenity i can already feel all the darkness slipping away when you smile and while i lay with you at night i feel miles from all that pain i'd go insane without the passion of your touch who ever thought that such a little thing might matter so much i'm obsessed to the point of breaking and it makes every moment of life breathtaking i've found a beauty where i thought only withered flowers grew but because of you they've bloomed and i'm becoming something new my past is colliding with the person i want to be for you i'm not hiding from this change instead embracing this new me the strength of the past is flowing like water from the river to the sea back into it's rightful place i've disgraced myself and dishonored my own name but you've helped me get past the shame never blaming or pointing fingers this isn't just a love that lingers this is a fire raging within the walls of my heart ripping page after page of loneliness to fuel it's start and the emptiness i always thought would be a part of me, no escaping seems to be fleeing in the wake of your brilliance maybe to everyone else it makes no sense but to me it makes all the sense in the world my love's been a rose in hiding waiting to be unfurled and now there's no stopping it and i know you feel the same each time you speak my name i feel electrified, like a word from your lips could bring lightning from the sky to my fingertips and each time we kiss i feel our bond growing stronger i was so close to giving up and not even bothering to try and i'm so relieved that i didn't walk that line with you there will never be a need to be lonely anymore and the past things i've done you've let stay at the door i don't deserve you, but since i have you i will cherish all the time you give me and when i tried on those wedding dresses i knew in my soul that our marriage will see the ends of eternity so return to me every night and i will remain happy just to see your face is such a welcome sight after all the tragedy. 061119 ... Lovers Content again that was for my Ace of Hearts. 061119 ... pete if forever is a lie then we'd better start living 061119 ... Doar I still love you des.... you are in here, in this heart, and i still have you here, thinking about you. as much as this heart can hold, it will always hold more. stay safe des. miss'es you. 101016 what's it to you? who go blather from