ode_to_the_lost_boys witchesrequiem Nails chipped and broken Fingers cut and callused Never a word from them spoken again Do I wish them any malice? Reguiems gray haze blur behind my eyes Want to cast them amoungst the dead kind Already there he who never tears and cries Misrable he who carries me within walls of a mind Pray these are not your scars I endure on my palm Sratch it up with a knife create new bars let the past pour Fast asleep I am awake Dreaming of thinking escape All these clouds their lack makes I feel their breath taking shape yet I find beneath their veil a mysterious bliss It wraps you up in a kiss of imaginary flesh taste Takes away the pain of those unobtained I miss Coughing up radio fate Angel slap me in the face perfect strange love mate Heartache fills the blue space Slide this blade and take this pain I bleed for you to be in love again Accepting the loneliness within your stain never knowing how to play their strange love game 031029 ... halo blue Damn them all!!!! 031102 ... unhinged we used to lose ourselves together but now one slipped through the cracks and i'm on the other side sad and dejected hoping that one day i'll have the guts to say to you life is better clean praying that one day i won't have to hear how we lost you forever i don't need another death day to dwell on every year i don't need another floating angel i need you right here i was lost but now i'm found life is so much better clean but i know where you are i've been there before and i don't want to lose you too cause i'm so horrified to look at your sunken face this is real_love baby and i don't want to lose you it's amazing how we find grace it will come i guarauntee i just hope that one day you find life better clean 031102 ... niska that was on the other day. oh, corey haim... ah... you are the epitomy of teen idol-dom. yowza! 031103 ... justsoyouknowhowprolificthiswasformygeneration... Our fire will rise Bring Master's eyes Burn house will rock Those boys don't lie Immortal fear It's voice so clear Through broken walls Your screams I hear Cry little sister (thou shall not fall) Come, come to your brother (thou shall not lie) Come, change for your sister (thou shall not hear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not speak) Clown masquerade Rich boys look on When will they learn this loneliness? Temptations heat Malingers work Deep in your soul You can not lie Cry little sister (thou shall not fall) Come, come to your brother (thou shall not die) Come, change for your sister (thou shall not fear) Love is with your brother (thou shall not fear) Our Shangri-La You can't forget Always so close Come to us now Cry little sister (thou shall not fall) Come, come to your brother (thou shall not die) Come, change for your sister (thou shall not fear) Run, run to your brother (thou shall not fear) 031103 ... unhinged i have become resigned to it already cried a sea of tears i remember the day my grandma went to the hospital. i remember the day in the car when my dad told me how sick she was. where we were driving, the street as it passed by because i couldn't think about what he was telling me. 'she isn't going to get better.' she was dying. that very day i began to mourn her. she was alive for thirteen months afterwards, but on that day she had already died. and seeing her everyday after that was like seeing a walking ghost. and slowly my heart got used to the idea of her finding some peace. so that when she finally died, it was like she had already been gone. watching her suffer for too long, i wanted her to be in a better place. i have watched you suffer for too long. i want you to be in a better place. even if that means that it takes you away from me. i love you so much i can't take it anymore. i want you to be at rest. god, if only you really knew how much i love you. and i know that you can't know. and it breaks my heart. so i'll pray for you now. for you, for peace. because that's all that's left that i can do. you really have no idea what it means that you got me to pray * smirk * 040102 ... andru235 down a sullied path you went and sundered the little bridge i had built for you since you aren't here i cannot tell you that i rebuilt the bridge still, the bridge is there if if maybe if only if ... if you want to return 051026 what's it to you? who go blather from