if_only Barrett Miniver could see the present "who blathes" He He He He 001202 ... Barrett see you in detention tomorrow Rhin. 001202 ... Rhin will be there. 001202 ... Mahayana [{i could hear you}] 020502 ... Effingham Fish A wish too late. 020511 ... freakizh if only i could hug you for no reason at all. specially not because you're leaving. 020512 ... CJ the days weren't so far apart between the times I see you 020513 ... Mahayana in NY [{i never had to leave}] and all the perfect beginnings would have already begun 020513 ... Sailor Jupiter If only I weren't shackled by the chains of my past, we could actually be a we. 020519 ... Just a Bookworm '"If only If only" The woodpecker sighs "The bark on the trees Were as soft as the skies." And the lone wolf cries to the Blue cold moon Aooooh "If only If only"' -Holes 031216 ... Jane Doe I could wash my face with that orange bar of crap my mom got for me, remove the feeling of being dirty, rinse off the remaining suds of new born cleanliness, and look into that good for nothing reflection and gaze at who I really am. Reach down into my core and pull out the remains of whatever the fuck I was in the first place. I am not whole. Assuming the role of happiness, I am a liar. In this never ending continual cycle, taking on the figure 8, I am trapped. That girl at the party drinking from the keg, she's smiling. Does that make her happy? I doubt highly upon the fact just because it's true.. I will never know the answer to this mystery of silence. Why can't everything end with the cowboy riding off into the sunset? 040103 ... andie jaye scarlet red drips from my veins what's wrong with me that i imagine such things and if only for a moment let there be peace how can i live with this pain i don't have the strength to conquer this shame and if only for a moment let there be peace and tell me did you know that i still won't let it got and just maybe you're flying free if only tell me why i'm left here alone i search for your voice but i should've known that if only for a moment you'd be with me and tell me did you know that i still won't let it got and just maybe you're flying free if only i could change the way you were torn away from me i would never let you go i'd burn away the plans we made pretending to believe that i am not afraid and tell me did you know that i still won't let it got and just maybe you're flying free and tell me did you know that i still won't let you go and just maybe you're still flyig free if only (c) tiffany, j. brooks 041115 ... camille i could hold your hand and tell you it's going to be alright... 041116 ... oneiros you had never told me you weren't sure whether i had ever loved you i want you and miss you and need you and want to hold you and stroke your back and kiss you and touch your butt but you dont believe me 050818 ... neesh if, my love, if only... if only we were fate's editors, and could re-write a page here or there, and alter the sequence from tragic to comic, or if only time were our minstrel and played to our speeds, and did not make dolour of his tune but lightly set our dance in harmony, rather than confounding our passions and speeding us apart. if only we were masters of our hearts and did not let them break out of turn and suffer in silence 051024 ... Lemon_Soda That was really good, neesh. 051024 ... noone special my dreams could come true... I don't ask for much 051025 ... megan i could help you achieve it somehow {i yearn to lose myself in you and never come out} 051025 ... other whatever they said, and better. 090207 ... In_Bloom Everything 090207 ... SleepieCloud if only is wishing... and wishing is wanting... and where there's want there's... always you. If only you...? If only you what? cared? you do. loved me? you do. missed me? everyday. I don't have what I want, but I'm all out of things to wish for. 090207 ... unhinged in the spirit of focusing my life on_contentment i should banish this from my phraseology 090208 ... yoink i could body slam a cactus 090209 ... In_Bloom He picks up strands of my hair, fingers sliding through and smiles at me I smile back but I'm thinking of someone else He walks with deliberate pace and noise from his shoes but my ears, they are listening for the shoes of someone else He comes front and center to touch my hands and get a feeling of centering up for his day while I think back on another who used to do inspire that feeling for me If only But I won't say and no one will know for sure what things I treasure to memory that have become no things to the one my eyes secretly follow as he walks steriley on by 090318 what's it to you? who go blather from