the_remedy All Bets Off Your face once beamed with grace, But no longer, no longer. Now your eyes drip defeat As I grow stronger. The scorn that I harbor Will see me through. Through. Through. I'd rather face this world alone Than face it with you. You try to get to know me As I try to forget you. I know you wanna love me, But I won't let you. 020921 ... x i wish this wasn't here just so i could post it again 030813 ... nomme stepped outside the blue dark the white mist of lawn sprinklers and perfumed smoke alone in an ocean of quiet stars calm stars shadow this mountain the moon so loud so loud against everything leaving my thoughts_exposed exposed to the elements night i am living this living i_am this night i have been living for no cure and what ails 030814 ... xyz don't swallow too much at once. you might choke. 031207 ... oldephebe ABO, Nomme..that was beautiful.. Nomme, i have missed your painterly verse.. 031207 ... unhinged pain weed pills and it all works fine. disdainful my_depression_is_a_hole_in_the_ground le_petit_mort circle_of_addiction 031207 ... Jane Doe The only way I am surviving is my tourniquet: God. 031207 ... unhinged thissickfeeling yeah, it never goes away and he's dying and i don't know what else to say i'm so far i want to be there holding the last light of his star before it burns out unhinged_frankless god that hurts heroin_doll (s) with scratched off eyes and arms too small to wrap around his remedy socially accepted suicide older but no better we all fall a little deeper my_depression_is_a_hole_in_the_ground i've crawled into once again so far away from my remedy that's falling apart so far away newblades sting and bleed baby i need you and it's all taking it's final descent old remedies all that's left pillars crumbled nothing left it doesn't work what am i supposed to do without you? dull red eyes big black tears over end sick crazy spiral maybe lay me down i am done pain pills weed my_scars expanding i am done 031207 ... Jane Doe sometimes the remedy is to just bring up whatever topic is on your mind. A list. eh? Sounds like a lot to handle. Best of luck. 031207 ... oldephebe equisite anguish unhinged.. wait, am I applauding your pain, your grief, the end of a once limitless life swelling with potential? No I am not. yea verily grief holds hope hostage and morning comes in a cold blow and our flagellating souls are slapped against the stone..bruise..and shadow God, I hope your can see your way clear of this unhinged.. and yes how dare i speak into the fiery eye of your desolation, how dare i pontificate, how dare i defecate upon the pristine cathedral of your loss, upon what is bare and naked and wretched, and beautiful, because you are so full of love for this person, that the contemplation of his life, his death, the ghost spreads his hands wide and screams, what will my life be without this person? whatever my words are worth, i send them to you unhinged...you are not done here unhinged, not yet.. how very beautiful is your voice how very full of pain it is how very high is the wall of Night i hear you unhinged what a loud and true sound your sorrow makes...how very true it is how deeply it has touched me I hope you can see your way clear of this unhinged, you are too beautiful, too unique, and my tongue is too inept through your words i have stared into the ferocious eyes of your soul O god! this charnel house of chance! O if only my rhetoric my craft, were equal to the empathy that swells w/in meOne argument a soul can make in anguish can make..and that is only initially to open it's mouth and howl when time drips like molten rock from Everest's frozen tip..from the very roof of the world... .... damn unhinged..i feel you 031207 ... unhinged once again blather is my saviour or my blather_friends anyways in a matter of minutes after i posted this i didn't feel sick anymore thanks to someone around here. but he's still sick and near dying. and he won't respond to my emails because he knows i know. and everyone wants me to not worry about them, but that is what i do; worry. i've found my focus again, but that doesn't mean that all that was once the_remedy. it's cold and mean here. 031208 ... tattooed I have a serious problem with arousal. 040220 ... anomalou will remedy 050502 ... anomalous oopssssss, missssed an sssssss 050502 what's it to you? who go blather from