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anne-girl they call it college
and it was the first day
we had a lab
the first day
it was hell

my head hurts

the teacher .taught. in calculus
the first day
and I wandered around doing absolutely nothing for three solid hours
between classes

maybe it'll get better
the first day

three classes
different
not high school
I'm not scared
if I repeat it enough it's true
I'll be fine.
I can do this
fine
sure
damn

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unhinged my brother started college today too

gotta hate it when the profs TEACH on the first day of class

blah
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anne-girl at least there wasn't homework :) 040823
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anne-girl sadism has limits 040823
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pete i liked first year university, though second year will be ridiculously amazing i am feeling 040823
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anne-girl university sounds even weirder... all "adults" there, legally at least

glad of at least the two-year buffer zone between high school and university
that sounds better... a buffer zone. grin
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pete i was 17 when i started.. must be different in the states.. 040823
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anne-girl I thought it was 18 most places... here it's 17 for cegep, 19 for university 040823
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pete ohhh quebec! well.. we had OAC til my year, when the illustrious mike harris decided to cut his education budget by axing a year... i turn 19 in the first month of school 040823
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anne-girl ahh, heard about that - my cousin was in the last year

I turned 16 the month before school started
heh
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Zoe back at school. it's so weird, i'm such a different person here, no drinking, smoking, drugs, sex. my friends from home and here would hate each other. does this mean that i'm two different people in reality? maybe i have multiple-personality disorder. 040824
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pete for me, it was the opposite. school ended, the drinking dried up (until I got my current job in a bar), the drugs faded away (for the most part, and only ever weed).. about the sex, well no sex either time...

and it starts again soon. why is school so much of a party? -_- and now work is becoming so too -_-
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czmember we started yesterday...math SUCKS!!!!, but i'm taking creative writing....so, wut's up w/ u? 040826
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kookaburra in exactly:


i dont know how many days...what, did you think i could count?
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falling_alone i start my senior highschool year, then i'm off to art school. 040826
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pete 13 days, but i managed my schedule to get friday through sunday off a week.. so the first day is class, second is weekend 040827
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kook in a clam on tuesday (orientation).
the only good thing is that i get to buy school supplies.
yay school supplies.

and also i may have something intelligent to write here, you know, once i remember how to think
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Jess Always seemd worse than it is! 040827
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soon-to-be-dead anne-girl been a week, feels like a month or three 040828
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anne-girl-who-is-finished-the-semester i lived, yay!
and now there's one day
and exams
and then i get a month off to do absolutely nothing!
except sleep a lot
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pete ya! sleeping rocks... ahh.. 4 exams, 20 days, fairly evenly spaced... 041207
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anne-girl two semesters down; two to go 050626
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anne-girl 4 semesters down, 0 to go
Done college, on to university!
(oh frabjous day....)

it started half a second ago, in hindsight
it just looked long from the beginning
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anne-girl starting again... new school :)
just as scared as I was in the first post of this blathe... I guess it'll be fine.

I mean... I went to some classes, one was cancelled, I saw some friends, I met some new people, I had coffee with my old math teacher, I bought some books...

I guess it was fine... still nervous though.
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Emptyness_Alive college tomorrow
wonder if i get in
shittin myself outside an in

school wouldnt have me
shame
hit hard by the lack of people around me
so lonely
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Emptyness Alive fff 060906
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pete showed up for TA orientation... nearly two hours in they asked how many undergrads were there. twenty plus of us put up our hands. then we learned that it was a Grad Student only event. we left at break and went to a pub. not to drink, but to eat.

ours is next friday though class begins tomorrow. it'll be good to get this last year out of the way. three down, one to go...
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anne-girl is slightly overwhelmed 060906
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falling_alone ha reading before, art school what a dream.
i chose a university, 2nd year already.
it used to be a textile school.
my biggest challenge is physics.
why does a fashion designer need physics unless to contemplate how long will it take for model A to collide with model B, if model A is walking 3m/s, model B 5m/s with a distance of 85m between.
i have three design classes right now, which should be the challenge, but they're not.
physics. i can't help but shake my head.
this is why i had originally wanted to go to art school.
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Emptyness Alive im a ta in a school just come out of my first year of sixth form
no qualifications
but their letting me teach but iv started teaching my year 7s polarization and the half life of a acrbon rod wtf they aint supposed to do that till yr 11
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falling_alone i feel like i should note that i dropped physics last year. 070830
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backflip why do you need to go to a class for it anyway?

how do you learn what you learn?
not at school that's for sure!
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