please_tell_me Mushroomman That i'm not the only sensitve and emotional straight guy out here.... 010818 ... unhinged no...you aren't 010818 ... Mushroomman that's a relief 010819 ... santa yes you are. you're a total freak and should be burned in effigy. 010819 ... blank Yeah and im a queer too hmmm i need to find my cd's 011204 ... mousie why the hell you stopped to even consider a loser like me 020430 ... lobsterman what it means to have roots and wings? 020503 ... Arwyn Why I feel so badly.... It's just a dog... Yes I grew up with him, but is it right for me to be shedding tears like this over a dog? 020504 ... Trinity jesus fucking christ you idiot... it's just a fucking dog!!! get over it... god I hate feeble minded people... 020504 ... Joana. Why I love to bask in my imaginary misery. 020504 ... Joana. And by the way, there's nothing feeble-minded about grieving a being that was a good company for a part of your life. I never experienced that myself, but I am sure it's just about as painful as losing a close friend. For me, weak minds are of those who cannot express their true emotions. So there. 020504 ... Erin how honestly true u are Johana 020523 ... Sailor Jupiter Please please tell me when this is all gonna be over. It's all supposed to be a phase, right,this teenage angst? How many more nights must I sit awake in the dark with the street lamp shining on my face clutching my knees in mental and physical anguish? This crippling no-name disease of mine knocks me off a perch of happiness and sends me sailing for days until I hit rock bottom. I struggle to keep my head above the water as to not drown in my sorrows that engulf me at present and also those from my past and future. Please tell me, it'll be alright, that it will be over soon. But most of all, tell me that statement is true. 020524 ... freakizh that you tried as hard as i did to find me 020524 ... gelfling that there is still hope, and that I am not completely without a chance. 020525 ... stork daddy do you all really want me to tell you? why me? 020525 ... dB I have no information to offer at this present time. 020525 ... squint 'pro re nata', 'non nauci habere' Latin has its way with me. 020525 ... angie Please tell me why I can't understand myself. Tell me why I am crying about a boy that I don't even know if I like. I never cry over boys...why this one? Why do I always come across as manipulative and selfish...is it because that is what I really am? Is the only reason why I am crying now out of selfishness in the first place? Because I can't string you along while you have to sit and wait until I want you? I am selfish enough to deny you of your much needed sleep to talk to me while I am crying. Im selfish for even writing all this in a biased manner towards myself in the first place. There is no way to win. Are there really people out there who are truly genuwine? Is that even how you spell that word? Please tell me. Why couldn't I just accept the committment in the first place? Then I wouldn't have had to deal with any of this. Please tell me why I driving others away from me...Please tell me why I have nobody to talk to. Please tell me why I cannot accept the answers to any of these questions...even though I know them already. Please tell me what I can do to fix this. 020525 ... devalis that all that I feel on this side is the same on yours. 020920 ... DavesHeroinGirl Please tell me that this can work. Please tell me that I'm not slipping away. That looking and finding and finding so soon can work. That even if temporary it will finish and fulfill. But the later it gets, the bluer the empty bottle gets... the less I want temporary and the more I consider something, not temporary. Don't make promises you can't keep. I'm more vulnerable when drunk. 030124 ... carlita please_tell_me that you want to be with me forever how much you love me that you couldn't live without me how i make you feel please_tell_me anything 030625 ... endless desire please tell me it's ok to cry. 030625 ... girl_jane Of course it's ok to cry. Sometimes it's needed... 030625 ... all the eyes crying is as natural and neccessary as laughter; without balance, you will fall over. 030625 ... drive_away ...am I right to think that there could be nothing better, than making you my bride and slowly growing old together? 030626 ... endless desire it's funny though, i've never been ok with crying. i've always seen it as such a horribly weak thing to do and i'm not sure why. i cry all the time. but i always cry alone. and hate that i cry at all. 030626 ... carlita i also only feel comfortable crying alone. only a few of my very close friends have seen me cry. the other day, i was having a little nervous breakdown i guess, and was crying over the littlest things. my boyfriend called, and i ended up just sobbing to him about nothing. i was amazed that i was comfortable doing that since we're still a little new in our relationship. it was nice, though.. :) oh wait, wasn't this page please_tell_me?? oops... i guess we got off on a tangent, but ohblatherwell! 030707 what's it to you? who go blather from