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as_i
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daxle
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as I sit sadly
I remember how I sat sadly next to you
I watched the ocean
you watched me
I shut like a clam
and you sat scared
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CrAzYpInKmOnKeY
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as i lay there i think...
i wish i wasnt so scared
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020609
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Kate
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as I breathe I wish that you were next to me, breathing too. we could read the Free Times together or lay in my yard or go see a movie or run away.
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020610
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Freak
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as i lay me down to sleep...
as a child she would say my prayers with me every night
but I fell out of child hood to fast
and she got tired of having to say them with all 3 of her kids every night
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020612
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florescent light
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as I walked toward the entrance of my house, I was careful not to slip on the slick leaves fallen from the tree above
the rain tapped,
wind bleated.
I stooped below to pick up a strikingly bright leaf, red fading into orange, outlined in black.
And then I stooped again to retrieve another, and then another.
the leaves felt rough and wet in my hand-
the colors brilliant
clutching my find, I sat on my stoop
staring, feeling the autumn,
forgetting the rain
_worshipping_the_leaves.
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021112
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nick cave & the b(irdm)ad seeds
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as_i_sat_sadly_by_her_side
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021112
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Syrope
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as i sit here, i wonder why i ever found you attractive in anyway. i hate watching you stare so stupidly at your screen. why, WHY, did i let you see me naked? lol
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030130
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NothingNow
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as i let more and more time pass i keep wondering if you weren't wishing it had been someone else sitting next to you who you had sat there with before
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030809
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delial
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with trembling hand, i turned toward her
and pushed the hair out of her eyes
the kitten jumped back to her lap
as i sat sadly by her side
then she drew the curtains down
and said:
"oh, when will you ever learn
that what happens there beyond the glass
is simply none of your concern?
god has given you but one heart
you are not a home for the hearts of your brothers
and god don't care for your benevolence anymore
than he cares for the lack of it in others
nor does he care for you to sit at
windows in judgement of the world he created
while sorrows pile up around you
ugly, useless and over-inflated,"
at which she turned her head away
great tears leaping from her eyes
i could not wipe the smile from my face
as_i_sat_sadly_by_her_side
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030809
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oldephebe
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I felt that right here
*pauses, quells a sob occluded in his throat and clasps hand over his syncopated skipping heart*
these words carved out a tear ...
and sent the sentinels that guard my cynism to scatter, thrum, thrum
oh that I should undone
by such a charmed conspiracy of
these words, the muse, the night
choking in it's heavy air
laboring
I have no Reason to mount against these
words and the soft concussions they will make upon my heart, its beat haunts like a spectre
I can barely hear it amongst the din
but these words have reached me
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030809
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oldephebe
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I was refering to the words everyone on this blathe had written
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030809
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whitechocolatewalrus
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as i am
i only long to be
i don't know
anything
what i am
as i trudge
through the
lonely days
longing for something of
substance.
as i am
i never could be.
so strange to this
feeling.
as i am
you never could be
.
what is in a word.
as i try so hard
to make sense
of anything.
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040111
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BonTon
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as i trip
over every thing
nothing seems real
as i tie up my shoes
and get ready to leave
as i get up to say
something to make it stop
as i can't stop thinking
about you
as i see you under covers
but not with me
as i walk away i realise
i regret only the sadness
and i cherish that
as i look back i beleive
in happiness
But not for us
I guess i'll see you next lifetime mabye we'll be butterflies-Erykah Badu
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040918
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was walking down the street one_day...
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051210
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oren
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live and breathe...
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051210
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Piso Mojado
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have my plans postponed until a later hour
because my friend is working until cosing
i get dressed, swallow my frustration/disappointment
and go to the coctail party next door
(and think:
arrgggh, seacompression 1 hr drive away
but not until 1am
will playacreatures and i meet)
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051210
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what's it to you?
who
go
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blather
from
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