i_am_not_the_one Rhinna you said 'it's not you it's me' you gave me everything and then you took it away i am not the one i couldn't measure up to this image in your mind i gave you your wings back you threw them to the ground how can i leave you to burn in that castle alone it was supposed to be me me who saved you why can't i despise you you feel so far away i loved you too much will that love turn bitter i could never forget you you whispered through tears you already did baby because my soul feels lost i trusted you and loved you more than you deserved? i find myself forgiving you as if that's not enough should i fight for you on my hands and knees i beg would you touch my face and wake me from this dream it was just a feeling you said that we were never meant to be i will never love like this again i vow to you this day because i was the one... you just threw it away oh god this hurts 011110 ... o my peyton? 011110 ... unhinged i tried so long to convince you there was nothing in me worth loving. nothing worthy of dreams and hopes and imagined kisses. i tried for so long that i convinced myself of what i was and this new degree of loneliness fits just right. 011110 ... peyton no.. I'm not the one Often I wished she was.. that I were.. Walking in a hall towards a stranger.. the glass breaking, and the coldness of the night If the sky were water, I'd have sent her to the oceanic depths, just to hang her in a place of honor, A place she deserves to be Perhaps I'll be hated, perhaps I'll be despised, but she will always sweetly go.. and I know I will always hold her love I love her still today. I will love her still tomorrow. Perhaps I've left, but I can never truly go. She's not the one. How I wish she were. If I could change my eyes and my heart, I would make them mirrors to perfectly reflect her image. I would give myself up, to be the one I am still there, in the furnace You won't ever be exiled. You won't ever be hated. The walls will never touch you. Your statue will live inside forever.. with the flowers in the garden.. with the jasmine scent, and the roses fragrance. You are my Galatea, made stone again.. I've wept my prayers to Aphrodite, I've kissed her feet, and followed her to the carded wool of the sea. I cannot change this. As much as I want to, I can't change this. This is our tragic fate, my sweetest Galatea, in this, our memory shall reside. You are the one I love. That, will never change. If only you could see the truth If only you could believe it If only the one were you 011129 ... alien jourgenson ...who's run out of lies STIGMATA! 011129 ... Effingham Fish I am the zero. 011212 ... ClairE Apparently. You_fucker. 011213 ... ClairE Sometimes I will read blathes like soulmate, or i_want_to_be_found, or blather_couple, and the tears come out. This doesn't mean we were wrong. We tried. And I_miss_you. 031028 ... witchesrequiem wonderful peyton..try Angel Aneal 031029 ... . for you Thank-You for showing me again and again 031030 ... Syrope who did this, so why am i being punished? i just want your eyes to light up when you see me, like they used to. i didn't mean to hurt you. i thought we both understood our...our limitations. your confessions reveal nothing, but what you won't tell me speaks volumes. you don't answer when i call your name. i can't understand how you could have gotten the wrong idea. if i didn't hurt you, who did? i want to comfort you, but you won't look at me without that wary glare. and you drove all that way... 040218 ... Afro Remember all those times your family said that I wasn't the right one for you? You used to cry to me because it hurt you to hear that from them. But maybe now, you see where they were coming from. I am not the one, and I never was the one. But you know what, when you left, a huge part of me left with you. I'm still trying to regain all I've lost. 040401 ... girl_jane But it ain't me, babe. No-no-it ain't me, babe. It ain't me you're lookin' for, babe. Bob Dylan 040401 ... nemo who gets to decide... im not sure 040401 ... ethereal i am not the one and only. 040401 ... misstree each time, i carry stones. each time, i know that there will be a parting, usually not even truly of our own choosing, and you will go on to find another, and i will be a strange memory. each time, i lay myself open against them, and once they are inside, i have to rip them out. each time, they will find who they believe to be the_one afterwards. each time they have been wrong. each time, i lose myself. each time, i walk in so heavy, knowing that i will never be the_one. (some beautiful writing on this page.) 040402 ... three words i_am_not_the_one sex_as_a_weapon bar_song 110106 ... unhinged he keeps telling me this but i keep answering his calls 110106 ... lostgirl ha. really? 110106 ... unhinged i guess that was a little too ambiguous he keeps saying to me 'i am not the one' for me. 110107 what's it to you? who go blather from