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Mahayana seems that i am not the only one
whom seems to need and/or wants
a hug

:this blathe is for every & anyone:

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[you]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[me]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[you]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

even if you read this
1 second
1 minute
1 hour
1 week
1 month
1 year from now

[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[you]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]
:: feel the love in this here hug ::
[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[[you]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]]

[{it might not mean much coming from me, esp. if i dont know you, or vice versa, but i love you}]
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possessed angel Thank you Mahayana.

You are a piller in an uneasy storm and your calm arms steady me. You are an angel among angels and I will never be able to fully repay you for this hug.

Thank you.
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radio Uh, yeah. 020505
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blown cherry hugs are good.
everyone needs a little of the old fashioned human contact once in a while.

While the emotions out here are real,
and the words heartfelt,
there is

no warm hand to take in your own,
no beating heart to press against your chest,
no nice smelling neck to bury your face in,
no gentle breathing to softly tickle your neck,
no strong arms to squeeze you till you can barely breathe, barely need to.


But I'll take Mahayana's hug, and leave one in return,
because imagination is a powerful thing,

and I've had a lot of hugs in the past 24 hours (3 at least), so I hope this one will do me until the next comes my way.
020505
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azurebreeze Hugs drippping in maple syrup. Ooozing all warm, brown, and sweet. Straight from the heart of the standing tall people, the trees to you. And rest your head in a bed of buttery pancakes. 020512
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isitme_mialmostsure do whats a hug really feel like? can you really get one from reading those symbols [[hug]]? is that the only way im gonna get one? i think im must be sick like they all say... 020513
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nobodyspecial blown cherry, this [hug] is dedicated to you. I kind of sort of needed one too anyhow. Hope you dont mind. 020525
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nobodyspecial Oh, and this one is for anybody else who suffers unaccompanied, miserable, disheartened, with nothing to live for, unloved, ill-treated, forgotten, not good enough, exhausted, and anything else we don’t deserve to experience. [[[hug]]] 020525
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Hug Hug Hug we all need them today Mahayana, blown cherry, and nobodyspecial had a good idea earlier in this blathe so I'll contribute to it. Arwyn all I can give you is a blather [hug] however it is filled with wisdom, poetry, and love. 020525
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looking for the essence of someting more well for the person nobodyspecial was talking about, good luck. words are all you get. hmm.. seems like they may be giving something more. what is it? what IS it? 020525
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angie Thank you I really needed a hug today.
Here is a hug back
(((((((((()))))))))))
020525
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florescent light I was out the other night
with a man named Wayne.

we went to a cliff overlooking the long island sound. breathtakingly beautiful.

as we stood there
he put his arms around me
and he held me
..incredible.

I can't remember when someone last held me. years.
by held me, I mean without him sticking his tongue in my ear. being close without sexual intent-
closeness of the soul
as oposed to closeness for the libido.

god, why is something so simple so impossible to find?
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blown cherry to:looking for the essence of someting more

I thought nobodyspecial was talking about me.
What did your question mean?
Are you trying to understand what feeling can be drawn from mere pieces of ascii text? or did you mean something else?
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phil phone rings - no
phone rings - no
phone rings - no
phone rings - no
phone rings - no
phone rings - no
phone rings - yes
.it's the question.
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blown cherry need one so badly right now
so devastatingly badly
020611
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phil Especially one that would last all day 020620
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Syrope i could rate my life on "how many hugs did i need today?" ...each night i could plot the number on a graph
i can feel it, today's gonna be a record high
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endless desire thisisbeautiful 031013
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x a hug that isn't hung up on all sorts of other things. a hug that is just pure affection. caring, holding, loving. sappy day. near to tears just thinking about it. 031013
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Death of a Rose might be some business potential here, step right up folks, hugs for a penny, get them while they last, that's right, hugs for a penny.

tell your friends, tell your neighbors, tell your enemies, tell your local magistrate, tell your fourth grade teacher, tell one, tell all.

warm embraces are here.
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kookaburra i want a`real hug
one in which i feel invited to stay ion for as long as i like without any resentment
i want a warmhug, a stronghug i want somebody to take me in their arms and tell me with their body that everything will be all right because they are here now.
god i want a hug
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no reason ohhhhhh ((((hug))) hug hug hughughugHUGGGGGGGGGhughug{HUG}
today forever relax no escaping safety of tight warm arms
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spiffy i shouldn't have read this. i feel especially in need of a hug now. i have wanted one for so long.

i feel so unloved.
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unhinged that's why i miss you so much; it wasn't those pansy pats on the back that most people call hugs. sometimes i squeezed too hard and you yelped. other times, when i tried to pull away because i was afraid of being that close to you for that long, you would pull me back in and not let me go until i completely relaxed in your arms. and that's all that ever passed between us; wordless_conversations and the best hugs.

that's why i miss you so much.
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unhinged . 090126
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hsg "those pansy_pats on the back that most people call hugs"

which is why last night's hug was so much more fun. she and i embraced to say goodbye, proceeded to each get a leg up on each other and exaggerate a hug as far as we possibly could without getting body_fluids on the friends next to us.

hugs,
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surrounds yoU with hUgs.
090126
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HaveAHug ((((hugs)))
You are still a beautiful person & I love you all - remember that.
090127
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