leave_me_alone Wayne All my friends are just buzzing in my ears. Give me a chance to write something myself ok? THE VOICES, THE VOICES, MAKE THEM STOP!!!! I feel a lot better now. 001028 ... clara Please just fuck off Leave me alone I’m ignoring emails I’ve unplugged the phone I tried so hard To nudge things along Did I move too quickly? Come on too strong? I don’t understand you Do you aim to confuse? I thought you enjoyed Those wild nights of booze We seemed to get close then But if I phoned the next day You’d go silent, ignore me What game do you play? Please fuck off Just leave me to be The moment has passed now Can’t you see? 010226 ... kx21 In_search_of_Nothing? 010228 ... carden a Killing Heidi song 010426 ... yoink I won't pick up the phone. and i won't listen to messages. left by someone who calls up and says, I don't like how you're living your life, get yourself a wife, get yourself a job, you're living a dream, don't you be a slob...slob...SLOB weezer 010426 ... little wonder "so where do you go to school?" (can anyone really think of a more uninteresting question to ask every single person of schooling age they meet?) "studio academy" "where's that?" "in rochester." [insert laugh at jessi here] "where in rochester?" "north part of town...[hesitate] by silver lake" [insert another laugh at jessi] "where by silver lake?" (it's not that FUCKING BIG! there aren't that many places by silver lake a school could be hiding!!!) "off of broadway. on 7th i think. i'm not sure." "ohhh ok" i_hate_people 020221 ... lost little wonder, are you talking about rochester new york? 020221 ... silentbob this_is_me_blowing_you_off 020221 ... birdmad don't try to wake me in the morning 020222 ... little_wonder No. 020222 ... little wonder that was not me. ?? 020301 ... yummyC you've had your fun. 020302 ... gelfling I think I would almost never cry or feel the pain which I presently condone, if kind open words only flew from your mouth, and if you would never leave me alone. 020808 ... blown cherry fuck, the more I think about it, the more true I realise it is. I don't know what I lose when that happens, is it really wrong to feel happy so often when being angry is so much a part of who you are? Or perhaps it's just the way that I have grown used to being because of all the time I have spent alone. I don't understand me when I am happy. Placid and cheerful, sometimes even polite. So starkly different from the angry me. Anger is so familiar, but how can it be wrong to be happy? If I am not angry, does that really mean I am no longer me? Does that even make sense? Argh! Can someone please write a book that explains me in short words and big writing and post it to me? Better post another one so my happy self can read it after my angry self has torn it to shreds and burned it. 020808 ... nyemalenkayadusha goddamn you! leave me the fuck alone, why cant everyone just leave me alone? stop acting like you know who i am... you have NO FUCKING CLUE WHO I AM. 030126 ... jane why did you leave me alone? you know i wanted you to stay 030127 ... blown cherry please, I've been at a fucking reception desk all day with no end of interruptions so I can get nothing done. The I come home, stqarving, and all I want to do is cook my dinner in peace and finally be alone for a bit. But no. I come home and from the moment I open the front door I am followed from room to room, and pestered with questions that don't need to be asked, useless points of information which mean nothing, and all I want is to be left alone. Please, please please I need some quiet. I just want to have a bit of food. Please leave me alone so I can have some food without crying to be alone. 030414 ... unhinged or better yet, i'll leave town in three weeks 030414 ... on the road So the discussion yielded that happiness attracts. She smiles, that's why people stick to her. She does NOT want to be bothered. She wants to learn what she wants to learn, and never stop smiling. She cut her pretty hair off in another effort to be invisible. Why do they want to take away her smile too? Why won't they leave me alone? They scare me. They remind me of things in the past. I want them to stay away. Please. 050520 ... pSyche I'll sleep in the bathtub again, to enforce it. No, I don't care that this means you can't go to the bathroom. Go to the neighbors. I'm sick of hearing your words. 070109 what's it to you? who go blather from