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sabbie
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antithesis
And on the inside
im slamming my head against stone slabs
until i can no longer think,
and i'm punching brick walls as hard as i can
until the blood runs free,
and i'm slashing myself with deep and desperate cuts
to the point where i can see the bone.
And on the inside
i've torn out huge clumps of my hair,
and ripped my fingernails from my fingers,
and i have mutilated my face,
and carved up my arms and legs and stomach and chest
until i am so slippery with blood i can no longer stand,
and any moment now i am sure i am going to herk.
And on the inside
i have torn my eyes out of their bloody sockets
and i've been screaming so long i have no voice left,
and my fingertips are raw and bloodied from hanging on so long.
On the inside
there is so much fury
and pain,
frustration,
hate
and hurt
that i think i am about to be destroyed.
But on outside
i'm still all cheerful
and smiling
and charming.
And on the outside
it appears
that my life is still beautiful.
...................................
... .:sighs:. After that,
i wish i felt better now.
Some days just suck.
my friend told me today that, whether your working or not,
fridays are always friendly after 5pm.
she was, as always, right.
bless you frog.
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lifeandlight
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Its only 3pm (Friday). I really hope your right.
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sEth
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Everyday is some day.
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011111
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girl_jane
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but today was not one of them.
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020302
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thieums
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Maybe there should be some gravity forecast on TV, so that we can know : "today, it's going to suck a lot, but tomorrow, it will suck much less, due to atmospheric changes over Scotland"...
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040424
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kookaburra
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that would be helpful...
"there will be a general decrease of suckage around the world for the next 70 years..."
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040424
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Syrope
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the anger and the indignation
of having your limits repeatedly and carelessly explored
is enough to ruin more than just one day
and i wish you'd have made me stay up at 8. it bothers me when people are nice to me for no reason when i'm in a pissy mood
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040425
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Piso Mojado
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www.toodepressedtomove.com
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040425
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sugar
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those days you suck at life.
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050919
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Freak
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but not today
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050919
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*Amy*
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yes, like today
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050919
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quotree
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"how's life treating you, norm?"
"like it caught me in bed with its wife."
-cheers
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rage
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so i wake up and im late and theres yelling but im okay and trying to be excited for my very last day until im told she was up that entire time with that one boy who i can't call mine then she comes and gives me her details personally and doesn't understand how much she breaks us and breaks me breaks me down in science saying goodbye to the few people that love me and with that knowledge i cry as they sing with their voices that flow like the tears then he tells me even more details confirming my fears and i try not to sink then i finally get the news; 'we regret to inform you' go home, you lose screw it up and stuff it away, fake a smile and carry on to the house where again everything goes wrong as im cornered for telling that terrible lie when im wanting to do right they dont know how hard i try so i've lost what means most to me, leaving me at the bottom, alone, so i leave and go for a walk to avoid the looming cloud of home then i run out of alcohol and the womans mad and i ask her whats wrong and she says 'im just sad' and i want to get wasted but i cant get any help and now im going to have a sleepless night by myself just trying to hold on till the morning comes because i know that a new day will rise with the sun.
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051111
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what's it to you?
who
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