safeway_is_drunk_and_lonely Flowers from Safeway Safeway is drunk and lonely at a party listening to wang chung coming from one room and total eclipse of the heart from another room wondering what is the point of getting close to anyone when there is no one to trust in the world. Safeway is feeling like everyone wants to carve a piece of him without caring what he wants or cares for. Safeway's internet is disconnected which explains his recent absence. He is at a friend's house right now hating the word friend with all his heart Safeway is sort of a hermit 031011 ... blah-ze safeway, come back! we need you (not really, but kinda, in a funny way). being drunk and lonely may not be everything, but being drunk and blathering is. be alive! 031011 ... wingedSerpent/birdmad i feel fairly self contained and level just this second, but i know exactly how you feel Safeway. Wish i had some good advice. 031011 ... endless desire oh safeway, i miss you so! i hope you can get your computer fixed and join us soon. blather makes life tolerable. 031011 ... mon . 031011 ... mon somersaultathon safeway_is_drunk_and_lonely frogstomp this was on three_words right just a second ago 031011 ... no reason i'm sorry to hear it but in a way it's nice to know other people feel the same way and for other people it also improves 031011 ... Safeway_or_the_Highway be drunk don't be lonely I'm on acid surrounded by people (at least I think they're people) 031012 ... realistic optimist im drunk off of two beers and if i had $3 i'd buy you some crappy painted flowers from safeway 031012 ... jane jane is coming down from drinking all night & a long train ride downtown 75 blocks it's now six a.m. & jane has no one with whom to share her bed in a nonsexual fashion wants to be in california 031012 ... Death of a Rose safeway is a misnomer, there are no safe ways, just well worn ones, some end at dragon caves, some to an endless gray field, some to rotting palaces filled with zombies blotted on their own ravenous feedings, and some lead to us, confused lonely, until we spot another soul stumbling drunk and lonely. 031012 ... ferret drumbling and bumbling along through life 031012 ... Flowers from Safeway The sober perspective: I've heard that people who are at sea by themselves can go insane from the solitude. I wonder if this happens to people who just feel lonely. The saddest thing is to feel lonely when youre not alone. Because at least when you are alone you have a moment to yourself. I miss you guys, I hope to be reconnected soon. 031022 ... endless desire alone_in_the_crowd 031022 ... niska safeway - i always thought you were a girl... either way, i hope your day-after wasn't too hard to handle. the majority of my blathes have been written when i was completely tanked. why the fuck do you all think i'm so surly? i find i'm not all that interested in being here when i am sober... i mean i was drunk when i found it - it's my after party. 031022 ... white_wave *imagines supermarket night crew hanging out in the liquor department* 040314 ... Doar I hope your still with us Safeway. 040411 ... pete being drunk and lonely is the worst way to be. id rather be lonely and sober. lonely and consious of my actions. lonely and trustworthy. lonely and with a working mind. no, drunk and lonely is not a good thing to be. 040411 ... realistic optimist /me leaves beer and cookies out for safeway 040411 ... deathofarose i still wonder about this soul, hoping that it found a better way of being. 060913 ... Lemon_Soda Eh. Being lonely and drunk is the only way to take drinking seriously to me. I like to tipple and be merry, but I never consider myself really DRINKING unless I"m obssessing over myself is a depressing sort of way. Every emotion we have is natural and should be explored, especially under a romanticised ideal. ON the flip side, though, to much of anything stops being a good thing real quick. 060914 ... Keil I don't drink. Call me old fashioned, but it's just not my thing. See Why I Like Being High tosee why I like being sober. I always hate being alone. That's on eof the reasons why I love blather is that there is always people here. You could find some year-old blathe and it would still seem like those people are talking to you now. So I hope you can rejoin us soon and talk with us. This way (the safeway) we all can stop feeling lonely. :) 060914 ... Keil sorry, the blathe is called: why_i_like_being_high 060914 ... Lemon_Soda I disagree with what I wrote last on this blathe. Romantisising things might make things feel more real, or exciting, but it is still just an illusion... I need to quit drinking. 061109 what's it to you? who go blather from