guilty jennifer my therapist made me feel guilty for wanting this relationship to happen and I almost cried 000104 ... Tess unless your therapist blathers, i'm sure s/he wouldn't have a clue about what's going down here. not that i have a clue, mind you. 000104 ... amy i am guilty in the extreme. 000107 ... jennifer full story my therapist (male, for the record) always thinks everything has to do with sex, and he thinks I should fantasize and masterbate before I go on a date (odd duck he is, eh?) and that's not my thing, you know. so I saw him on Tuesday, and then I went out with Andrea right after that. And I think I was so freaked out by my therapist that I sent out some kind of "I don't like you" vibes to Andrea, and now I haven't heard from her. I'm I'm afraid I screwed everything up like last time. ..::sigh::.. 000107 ... Zeroshin the point where the sadness blinds the soul, the point where the motion of time go against you, despair amidst a lack of control. honesty not even a goal, just a dream... never was and never will be. The monster that eats you from the inside... but it was so cute. Other fish in the sea? but only one family? The dilemma behind it all, yet only to take the fall. the life spent to feel the pain, but that doesn't stop the rain... to sprinkle itself upon our graves. 010118 ... patrice I guess I shouldn't have said anything at all, but I was really mad. pigheaded jerk really deserved it all anyway. I have a right to my feelings. I'm not going to sit here and feel guilty for expressing my feelings. asshole. 010504 ... laura the intellect we shared "Some people are dangerous" I said, as we shone in the lamplight of what we both know knew know will never be. 010510 ... Annie111 I've got two shrimps on the barbie. Two fish to fry. Two headaches. I should be feeling guilty for what I have to do to him, but right now, I'm high on you and the future can wait at the door. 011222 ... Dearest Helpless Should I feel guilty, when Ive comitted no physical sin? Though my soul runs wild in my mind, My hands tied by boundaries, I undress you only in thought. 030819 ... nomme as charged 030819 ... . FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK 040125 ... whisper_to_the_moon Balanced so precariously All stacked up lie after lie Secrets binding, Trust is broken Trying to find me with no light All the layers balanced, but- Angles cloud the night Everything set up for nothing As someone slips One thing falls through The skies, they crack, and crumble down Everything comes crashing down It never was supposed to be Anything near easy Guilt found and returned to me ~*~I know not what I do~*~ 040627 what's it to you? who go blather from