black_personality Mahayana Someone who often dwells on his own dark recesses. Loves to stand out almost as much as Red. A strong silent type, but a force to be reckoned when crossed. Usually always a "night owl" as the darkness seems to be the safe place. More bouts of depression than most. Keeps a lot of secrets. 031030 ... Mahayana Correspondences: Planet: Saturn Day: Saturday Astrological: Scorpio, Capricorn Gemstones: Onyx, Jet, Obsidian, Black Quartz, Black Star Sapphire, Agate, Tektite, Pyrite, Diamond, Moonstone, Galena, Pumice Scent/Oil: Holly, Juniper, Yew, Myrrh, Cypress, Pine, Apple, Yarrow, Rowan, Peppermint, Basil Plant/Herb: Oak, Beech, Elm, Holly, Ivy, Horsetail, Reeds, Solomons Seal, Mullein, Cedar, Clove, Cypress, Rue, Betony, Elder, Fern, Yarrow, Cayenne, Dragons Blood, Mandrake, Flax 031030 ... Doar i just don't feel like living now. 031030 ... whitechocolatewalrus I thought for sure 'black, that will definitely be me' but i'm not so sure because it all changes with one word, passion. really i am not very passionate. i do have more depression than most, although someone told me that this is because i have some weird chemical mix up or lack thereof in my brain. i don't know. and night is the safest place. so i guess i can only say 'black somewhat describes me.' 031216 ... oldephebe Dora...Maybe I have no right to speak into fathomless well of your comfortless chafe..I hope that a man of your obvious endowments can hear through the corruption chewing it's way through your souls epidermis (i know all about that)those times in your life when you've rallied yourself..whatever fatih you've pinned yoru life to in the past, even if it was the power of your own ego/soul..you've got way to much to offer..to share..you mean so much to the world..the untouched potentialities for conquest and gentle unconditional, unmanipulative humility. I want you to consider something, consider making an argument to your own soul for your life. Everyday! I want you to consider that the things we say to ourselves about ourselves shape and poison our brain chemistry. We can bring a spirit back to life, we can injest spiritual anti-virals, anti-pschotics vevery day every hour every moment into our beings. The things, the truth we tell ourselves about our circumstances and about us. It's the only way we can learn to stand being in the same skin with ourselves. Consider something else; that there is a Source, whatever you want to call it that sees you unblemished, unstained and loves you with an eternal, limitless adoration. I don't have a superioir moral mast, or compass or anchor. In truth my weaknesses are manifold, but everytime I let myself be Loved by that thing beyond myself what ever you choose to call It, Her, Him..I am made radiant. Whenever I challenge myself not to swallow some of the things I keep saying to myself, or infer from others. There is a truth another truth beyond what we have become conditioned to impose upon our circumstances and ourselves. We can shape it and refine it every day, every moment just as fiercely, and reflexively as we've learned to smear ourselves with deprecatory and harsh judgements. I believe, this, I know this, inspite of all the sad sack songs I've sung here. Can't go into why or hwo right now..as U-24 says, i've got some major secrets. But I know about beauty and self-love being shaped insdide the crysalis of desolation, pain and despair, failure, ineptitude, emotional autism, self-centerdness...you are More than what you say to yourself. You can MAKE yourself MORE than what the world wags itself about you..(awkward construction) If I have offended you, than I ask your forgiveness, I apologize for my offense, for any injury or irritation my words, my concern may cause..but I sya them out of empathy, an inescapable empathy for someone who I feel is pretty special. peace my brother 031216 ... oE Doar, not Dora..sorry brah 031216 ... werewolf what color is my heart? 031217 ... u24 what_color_is_your_minilomania? 031227 ... endless desire i see these all the time...i just don't understand where they come from...these colour personalities i mean. black, purple, red? 031228 ... u24 they're names given to commonly co-inciding personality traits to aid identification. there's probably a long lost archaic link between all the colours, but I think the link is all but metaphorical by now.. someone care to prove me wrong? 040125 ... Polly Don't be so silly, don't figure out the color symbolism, it doesn't always mean anything other than an expression of a feeling...sometimes, but don't waste time on such a silly equation. Me and some friends come on at various times. Nothing big, sheesh. 040216 ... kookaburra is quiet. i seem to be black/blue Midnight blue? 041030 ... anotherforgotten a sould dark as the space above this personality so cold like a black hole sucking me in i can't escape these strings that you've chained to me and all I feel inside is a little bit of sadness because your black personality won't let you love me 041031 ... BnB Links to other Color personalitites (that I've found): White_personality grey_personality black_personality brown_personality blue_personality green_personality yellow_personality orange_personality red_personality purple_personality 090218 ... unhinged i have been wearing my smokey quartz a lot lately. it is supposed to soak up the sadness. 090219 what's it to you? who go blather from