i_am_learning_to_dance_alone sab by christ i want to learn to dance alone without people drugs or self_harm i'll know i've made it to the next step of self evolution when i can dance alone 041228 ... daxle now if i only others would learn to keep their distance so i won't have to keep accidentally elbowing them and stepping on their toes. it throws my concentration off, you know. 041228 ... sab and although i can hear the music floating on the wind i am slowly starting to dance to my own song darkness, dancing in the freedom of my room listening to the silence and the music of the moon ...i could never remember that poem 050612 ... sab and although i can hear the music floating on the wind i am slowly starting to dance to my own song darkness, dancing in the freedom of my room listening to the silence and the music of the moon ...i could never remember that poem 050612 ... Copy and paste The pouring rain will one day end, The sun will always shine again. But I won't feel its warmth in me, I'll never hear the birds sing sweetly. You'll never hold me in your arms, Or keep me safe, away from harm. The sun will always rise and fall, As shadows creep on down the hall. You're watching that same sunset, too, I only wish that I was with you. You never gave our love a chance, So now I'll have to learn to dance... Alone. 050612 ... egger not quite yet... still learning that i need to... 050812 ... sab you and me both, little one 050812 ... rage i hope the movement will warm me up 051008 ... unhinged i can have tears and cigarettes right? 051008 ... dnr What's the fun? 051009 ... nom) i am learning to dance at home 051009 ... f you are a fool if you dance with another - a complete fucking fool - dancing is for thy self otherwise don't fucking bother 051229 ... LS OH, I don't know...ballet uses lots of people and I like watching that...plus I've slawys wanted to do that romance dance...the one with the rose in her mouth? Can't do that on your own... Plus, a full dance floor isn't really dancing alone, its dancing with everybody... I'd hate to be off in a corner dancing alone in the dark...just doesn't seem like it would be much fun. 060213 ... Syrope my daddy's the best valentine, anyway he used to always wake me up before he left for work with chocolates and flowers or balloons. not the generic valentine's chocolate, either. he knew i liked peanut butter & caramel fillings better than anything else so every year he found something different that had those in it. then he'd leave for work and i'd nap before my alarm went off. i'm sure my parents are both relieved that i don't have plans for tonight, anyway. with my to-do list, i should be, too. it just doesn't work that way... 060214 ... f oh pass me the controler! 060325 ... lucy what would billy idol say? 060325 ... national hero yes dancing alone can be moderately fun and noble to some degree, but I certainly remember dancing with someone for a lot longer and with more fondness. 060326 ... national hero thats dancing with someONE though, of course. 060326 ... whitney all you need are feet to start a dance party. and youre invited to my dance party. 060914 ... f do you think sparkels can cure ? i mean i didn't choose to be alive... i didn't choose to tread this path.. i wish the road were less bumpy.. i wish it were soft lush grass but right now it is a road full of pot holes. i'm lost again... i feel totally alone... i can't seem to find any stability... people coming and going all the time.. an empty bed... i don't feel like anyone understands me... i can not lock myself away like this... i need to learn to face the world... even at times where i feel paranoid.. i sometimes feel like friends arn't really there when you need them most... but what exactly am i supposed to say to them? how can they help me... i don't know what sanity is... not at all if you think it is sain to read newspapers everyday about people killing each other... then that is the sanity you choose to accept... i prefer not to even look at a newspaper .. it makes me feel that sick... where are the calm people ? where are the people that know what life should and could be like ? where is someone ? 070329 what's it to you? who go blather from