broken_heart i am jack i've a surplus of these 020506 ... silentbob i've got a killer case of broken hard 020506 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong two thousand miles between us i guess that i'm the one to blame relationships and heartache these two things are one and the same the radio plays our love song i smash my fist right through the dial here's to the broken hearted a generation born in denial i've got a bad case of broken heart Right now, as a matter of fact. 020506 ... blamethesky yeah i knew in the beginning that you'd break it by the end. 020507 ... silently_she_screams do i have permission to blather about broken hearts when my heart has neva been broken? occasionly i will crack it and it will neva be the same again..but a broken heart continues to beat... 020508 ... blamethsky tattooed on my wrist 020926 ... sweetheart of the song tra bong and all you want from me is a broken heart 020926 ... squint broken heart, honey mustard. niiiiiiice combo. 020926 ... distorted tendencies From the inside in. Never being able to tell to on how you truly feel, for knowledge that it is not allowed. For knowledge of the consequences. 020926 ... icy i have woken, crushed and broken, from a night of cying myself to sleep. always begging, behind you lagging, pleading with you forever me to keep. yet you remain far from pain -- did i ever discover you cying? love me only leave me lonely now i'm simply slowly, slowly, dying. please forgive me and believe me when i say that to you i will be true how to earn trust? - entirely must be given?, but it's something i have to do? 031106 ... pipedream strange alchemy, that binds us to tentatively probe previous abandon of thought and self- curious chemistry has me living my stopgap existence how funny. now we need an excuse. 031106 ... spiffy no, it's not broken. in it's weakness, it's too strong for it's own good. broken could be fixed. but no, it's not broken. it's torn. stretched. bent. pulled in countless directions. mutilated. torn, unmercilessly torn. but broken? no, it's not broken. that's too simple. 040811 ... Deomis "your heart won't heal right if you keep tearing out the sutures..." -that song I heard seemingly forever ago 041001 ... pete two over three, and funny how the first was soon replaced by the second and the third came almost half a year later.. first year in reminiscance 041001 ... Syrope you forgot singed and stained 041002 ... god all the way broken? how far can this shit go? 041002 ... daxle broken_beefheart 041002 ... blown cherry I may be drawing this from a sappy movie that a friend made me watch, but I found some truth in it none the less: It's an ailment that you truly, truly feel you should die from. Your mind is pushed to the absolute limits, so are your emotions. Everything becomes totally unbearable, every feeling, every taunting thought. And your body, that seems to fare no better. I've been unable to eat, unable to digest when I could eat, I've been dry wretching, my heart has been pounding violently through every artery in my body, as though it too could no longer stand it's own existence and was trying to break free. I've been hyperventilating a lot and feeling weak and dizzy. Everything is pushed so far that you just don't think you can survive it. And yet you do. Though for a while it seems it would be kinder if you didn't. My hope is that these dying episodes become less frequent and less intense as more time passes, as they seem to have been. At the start they were a permanent state of being, but now they have dwindled to manageability. I know it's a terrible cliche, but the phoenix definitely Will rise again. 050116 ... Persian Proverb A broken hand works, but not a broken heart. 071208 ... misstree it just doesn't want to pump blood. 090512 ... Lover_Of_Light The damned thing should have mended by now I'm so tired of counting the days and months passed since I last saw your face 090513 ... Lover_Of_Light One year Twelve months Hundreds of days and nights I envy those able to part in anger because at least they have closure of a sort 090523 ... mess_girl Sawry 131104 what's it to you? who go blather from