amyjane aidanboy also one of the best (see benjo). Someone we should all aspire to act like, in some way or another. Be proud that you're you, 'cause I am -- and I can't stress enough that Boston (or New York) will give you a new life, and a new love. -AB 010201 ... aj hmmm...i almost cried when i read that. i'm a wicked weepy wuss. :) oh ab, won't be long till we're all finding what's for us. until then, pillow fights, snuggling, and makin fun of each other will just have to do. and i can't think of anyone else i'd rather have judo chop me. 010202 ... marianne onetime i met your mom and she tried to get with me- freakin maine moms there all either dykes or sluts- my mom also says that i cant come to your house anymore becuase you are the spawn of the devil and you and your demonic ways are not for my virgin eyes.. haha virgin. xoxo marianne ps i eat babies 010205 ... A friend LOVE, n. A temporary insanity curable by marriage or by removal of the patient from the influences under which he incurred the disorder. This disease, like caries and many other ailments, is prevalent only among civilized races living under artificial conditions; barbarous nations breathing pure air and eating simple food enjoy immunity from its ravages. It is sometimes fatal, but more frequently to the physician than to the patient. From "The Devil's Dictionary" by Ambrose Bierce. 010205 ... Mariannes doppleganger I don't know about this Amyjane person, but that Marianne is one fucked up cracker cookie crunch n munch box. 010205 ... k someone who's always there for hot chocolate or movies or just talking. someone who deserves better than she gets a good deal of the time. someone who can "not only talk the talk but also walk the walk." 010205 ... aj god you guys. did i ever tell you how rad you are? 010205 ... p. sincere, honest. *doink*. dance the night away because when morning comes, the magic is tucked away with the darkness. Keep looking for more people who enjoy your presence, because they are everywhere. But night will come again, and with it, the magic that makes you, you. and when you're you, and night's night, the world is a your fingertips... go gett'em, tiger! 010227 ... spd One of the very few people in this world who's never been mad at me... who spent afternoons with me when no one else would to paint my room just because she wanted to. She has the best smile in the world, and if there's ever anyone that should be hugged on a daily, it's Amyjane. She's a Taurus, and according to Aidan's awesome book that's lost in my room, that makes her an easy love for me. :-) Although I can't imagine she's hard for anyone to love. I'd kill to go to Savannah with her... four more years with this crazy girl. I wish she had it easier... I wish Parson's admissions people weren't assholes... I wish she never had to cry. I wish I spent more of my life with her -- 'cause she's uber rad. 010228 ... nonzero click. now i magically find that there's so very much i've missed. high on a long, long list of regrets is not finding you. while you may be dependent on people (miss individualistic :), i've always been far too far away. 010228 ... rudhaen you are most of my life. 010228 ... aj i'm scared. i'm silly too. and maybe i'll get it for sayin this, but i'm wicked scared of losin you all. and i'm gonna spend days upon days in who knows where when i go to college thinking bout how ridiculous it seems to not walk past you in the hallway everyday. and maybe we're all growing up and moving on and headed for somewhere else. but up till now, you are my world. and i have no desire to lose that. i know it's inevitable that we'll all move along and off to our various new lives, but god if i never hear from some of you again i will remember it when i'm forty. you're all invited to my house/shack/box /whatever i'll be living in once a year at the very least. come together. come alone. i don't care. but at least keep it up for the first few years. i'll hunt you down if not. and i'm trouble. but seriously, i spend most of my time dizzy, spinning in circles, amazed by what you show me every day. i make mistakes. we all do. and i don't think a couple of words all the sudden mean that things are gone and forgotten. i don't even care if i'm forgiven, not forgiven, not thought of after you read this. just know that it's what i'm thinking. the moments i think of, the things i hold onto are all about you. and maybe i'm silly cause i've depended on people too much at times, but i can't say that i regret any of it. the little moments are and have been worth it. xoxo//amyjane 010301 ... spd I depend on people, Amyjane. More than I ever have before. But as long as I've got people like you, that's certainly no failing. It's the only way to live. :-) Uhoh, Shaun's gonna get sumo-basho'd for bein' wussy now... 010302 ... arinna you are the girl we (i) will always come back to visit, where ever you are. 010302 ... B I like her laugh. it picks me up. even if I don't know what she's laughing about. she's fun and cute and that's all I have to say. 010302 what's it to you? who go blather from