benjo aidanboy one of the best, methinks. 010201 ... Crespi Alas, It is true. Crespi is Ben, Ben is Crespi. My guise is torn off to reveal the true me, a "weepy wuss". I'm one of the best cryers out there. It seems like it's taking up a lot of my time lately. Oh, why have things been so crappy Aidan Boy? I imagine most of it I'm doing myself. I've really beat me up. And let other people beat me up. Not literally though, that would never happen.:) I really wish there were less assholes out there. That would lessen the chance of me picking another one. Yes, I finally admit it. She's not a great person, but I'm still down because of her. I doubt she was ever down because of me. I'm sure she loves seeing me like this. Damn Sadist. I think I've finally got something towards her that you've wanted me to have for awhile. Animosity. Be proud of me Aidan. No one else is. 010207 ... aidanboy I'm proud of everything you said there, Benjo. However, I don't think T-Bird is a sadist -- I think she's too ignorant to understand what's happened. She's just like a fourth grader. At any rate, you've realized (and written) some mature things, and I'm honestly hoping that you're finally gonna move on. PFC helped, I think :). And I am proud of you. One of the harshest realizations that I had during the whole S/J thing was that I literally had no real friends -- no one called me to ask how I was doing, or where I had been. No one wrote. However, I want you to know that I am here for you, and probably always will be. 010211 ... aj a boy who dreamed about bora bora with me when i was in seventh grade and he shared his doritos with me at lunch today a boy who makes me sad to be leaving cause i wish i knew him better not to mention he's got mad pillow fighting skills :) 010215 what's it to you? who go blather from