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Matthew Full of anger I attack again, fighting against my parent and my teacher, who from which I think I still have so much to learn. I expect her to bat my arguement away with ease, but instead her face distorts, and her voice cracks, and she becomes like a child. Nothing I say gets through, she has chosen her course of action and refuses to see my point. A tantrum. I take everything back to see those tears vanish, it hurts, but I am angry that I have to withdraw. It is a victory of sorts, but hollow. She had no right to do that. Im sorry mom, but Im my own person now, and you just have to accept that. 000625
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deadmeatonastick tear(1)
(teer)N. produced by ducts in the lower eyelid, mainly for the purpose of keeping the eyes adequately moist. Produced in overflow during intense emotional experiences

tear(2)
(tehr) V. to break or separate, presumably by force

( love_will_tear_us_apart )
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Ryan A tear goes for my uncle Dur whom I never told I loved the last time we talked before his heart gave way, instead a treated it like any other day...

a tear for Grandmother who told me he knew I loved him a week before her old age caught up to her...

a tear from my uncle Tim, my Grandmother's brother, who had me read my first poem and gave me some esteem about my voice, because he knew I thought it was something bad to be different...

a tear for my father who died suddenly knowing his son never forgave him for the oppression he rained down while trying to be a good at raising me.
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unhinged A VICTIM'S CONFESSION

with ringing in my ears
i shall walk through
this shadowed death valley
and fear every evil
constricted heart
so i can barely breathe
i will say no one more time
as i rop you out of me
and you take what is mine
is it that obvious
that my cruelest intentions
would never hurt you
and your drunken inflections
were deaf to hear me
say the word no?
i rip you out of me
and you take what is mine
9/10/00
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karla I don't get it, the story, or why are some words underlined and some not? Seems interesting, I'd like to understand it. 010410
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Mana I dont believe youre leaving cause me and Charles Manson like the same ice cream, I think its that girl. And I think there are pieces of me you've never seen maybe shes just pieces of me you've never seen well...
All the world is all I am the black of the blackest ocean and that tear in your hand. Tear in your hand
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distorted tendencies Single tear, followed by many more. 010919
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lasthought ignore the pain
mental drain
please don't feign
you wonder why
i don't fear
hold out to me
a single tear
020603
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smashing pumpkins The lights came on fast
Lost in motorcrash
Gone in a flash unreal
But you knew all along
You laugh the light
I sing the songs
To watch you numb

I saw you there
You were on your way
You held the rain
And for the first time, heaven seemed insane
'Cause heaven is to blame
For taking you away

And do you know the way that I can
Do you know the way that I can't lose?
And do you know the things that I can
Do you know the things that I can do?

Where is your heart?
Where is your heart gone to?
Tear me apart
Tear me apart from you

You laugh the light
I cry the wound
In gray afternoons

I saw you there
You were on your way
You held the rain
And for the first time, heaven seemed insane
For taking you away
'Cause heaven is to blame
For taking you away

The lights came to pass
Dead opera motorcrash
Gone in a flash unreal
In nitrous overcast

And do you know the way that I can
Do you know the way that I can't lose?
And do you know the things that I can
Do you know the things that I can't lose?

Tear me apart
Tear me apart from you
Where is your heart?
Where is your heart run to?
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arielle i sat, my back against the wall and my feet braced in front of me. i could feel the sting of tears coating my eyes, and i refused to blink, certain that a beam from the streetlight outside my window would catch a falling tear and give away my pain. 031223
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rachel facing (subtle inked to milky orange sky)
up into the raining backwards in love's glazing eye
violenza dolce;
sigh
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pansy Like pearls
They fall from my heart
Tearing it on a half
Like water
They take with them
All joy leaving sorrow and pain
Like dumb scream
They ring in my ears
Driving me mad
Why do they keep washing my eyes?
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Afalewyn Sparkling, shimmering, a streak upon my skin. Solitary, alone, a quiet statement of torment. 050220
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no reason he could have sworn he had seen a glimpse but she put it away so quickly that he questioned whether he imagined the whole thing 060212
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