versechorusverse birdmad you're in a laundry room 010410 ... eddie monster lonsome in a room with quivering candles knife cuts skin like butter losing grip on lifes handles heart pumps and flutters delighted in a field with flowers summers scent bring youthful memories mother natures wholesome powers rid me for a while of all my worries in bed with a slutty cutey silkyness of her inner beauty milkyness of pale white skin her fishhook eyes reel me in betrayed in love once or twice girls who can't feel give away the keys to my heart will its wounds ever heel open gates after so many years damaged goods irreparably comeing to terms with all my fears need someone to help me 020722 ... no reason happy hour 020722 ... eddie monster beer thirty 020722 ... eddie monster the scar over her lip brings out her pearly white teeth the scar over her lip tells a story she gave me my first kiss so gentle her tongue moist and playful tells me the things i don't want to know i haven't seen her since that kiss i can only imagine the things i miss she's sad she sais it's held her back i'm sorry i think it's wonderfull like a birthmark like a earing like a tattoo right now it's the thing that attracts me most to you a blemish that will never fade an attraction i can't understand i love you i love your every fault her facial scars 020723 ... eddie monster i can never feel i can only dream a corpse with a soul that can't wait to leave aimlessly searching streetlights flood the streets wandering nowhere no one to meet cornered in my mind try to be happy cornered in life trapped and melacholy i can do so much better than this just don't know if it's even worth it so worn from living like this just don't say shit to me 020724 ... eddie monster paridise is a place in the mind we've all been there from time to time it's not that hard to find it's a memory from last weekend just hanging out with all your friends my shangri-la lies within created by all the best things in my life 020726 ... sleezeballeddie poor mans paradise 020726 ... phil today 020729 ... eddie monster how could you say that to me every day how does something so carnal just go away i can't understand cause to me your love is still dear and being a fool is what i most fear so i act like i don't care about anything at all my eyes tell the true story as they reflect in the mirror you have to see it you must not care 020811 ... eddie monster it's all the same she's so different it's a shame i couldn't tell knew your name tasted your passion left in the morning it could have lasted dark hair green eyes scarred lip moist thighs couldn't tell you were an empty hole lingering on your after taste 020811 ... eddie what a lonely blue void we inhabit imaginary bodies imaginary friends left to imagine 020813 ... unhinged oh but the support you give me it isn't imaginary thank you for making this blue heaven 020813 ... eddie if i could only take this word that means so much stick it in my mouth and chew it up if i could only rule the world you live in i could end everything i could make destiny bend 020926 ... eddie monster i can't take back anything and wouldn't if i could my squinting eyes don't decieve me flushed with the color of blood the feathers in my stomach tickle nerves running threw my fists my tongue in a vice of porcelain while you lie in your own piss i'm losing to the animosity twisted into something i can't stand to be don't strike a nerve inside of me unleash my hatefull extasy can't buy time once my whole world goes red you're probably better off ... 021020 ... eddie monster likes to see you 021020 ... eddie monster go get some 021209 what's it to you? who go blather from