hard_to_breathe puredream these impure lies these fallen ties these frozen tears these painted smears the rhyming lines the costly fines the blackened newspage the recent rage our misconcepted lives our shrunken beehives our forgotten loveliness our disastrous new age mess looking around i hear not a sound the last bomb is lost to an all too powerful cost there's a smoke overcast these moments are our last we fought not out of need and now it's hard to breathe 040527 ... thieums Was a time I would have cried Those days have all gone by You always walked a crooked line And so did I You read my thoughts, you knew my fears Weren't as old as you appeared But so much wiser than your years And I was blind If I mentioned love I take it back I saw your heart and it was black I finally found out what you lack And that's a soul You left a trail of rubber checks Broken hearts and busted necks What the fuck did I expect I don't know You can give your confession tomorrow If you find a priest dumb enough to believe It only hurts when I breathe Purge and binge, binge and purge Gorged on speed and bitter words Found ourselves on B and 3rd One more time Feast and fast, burn and crash Couldn't seem to make it last You stole my confidence and cash But I will survive You can give your confession tomorrow If you find a priest dumb enough to believe It only hurts when I breathe Tears and laughs, laughs and tears Days are weeks and months are years Up the on-ramp grinding gears Away we go Looking for a bar to burn Waiting for the tide to turn Some people never learn And I should know You can give your confession tomorrow If you find a priest dumb enough to believe And me I'll just beg steal and borrow Because it only hurts when I breathe It only hurts when I breathe -- Cop Shoot Cop 040527 ... Lint Lover "Cat like Thief" ~Stole air from my lungs -Box Car Racer- 040527 ... emily its getting hard to breathe inside its getting hard to talk its getting hard to call your name i'll lock myself in my room again B O X C A R R A C E R!!! letters to god:( the end with you:| elevator :( 040528 ... unhinged i don't know i feel isolated from you again feeling like all those months of silence were because i couldn't keep my feelings private cause you know i have a way of internalizing even though you still hug me the same even though you still smile the same i feel separated from you i guess i was in_love with you it really wasn't that hard to figure out but it's more because i want to make sure you are happy than me wanting to carry your children yeah, we are both too crazy for that we both need someone sane to take care of us and when i think about how i love you it's hard for me to breathe my chest gets constricted my throat swells shut and my heart skips a beat biting my lip to stop the tears from swelling cause even after all these years we can't seem to come to a mutual understanding but you still hug me the same a weird entrapping glue this feeling in the weird grey land between friend and lover any word to describe it shallow and stupid i need you next to me silent and full like a soft warm blanket so that i can breathe again i guess i'm still in_love with you trying hard to deny it i can't pass it up i won't even try it it's this weird grey land i can't put a name to and when i'm trapped in it it's hard for me to breathe 040528 ... Deomis I was pushed into the world Into the throngs of people Crushed toward the side It is getting hard to breathe I'm falling 'neath the waters Of a death-stained sea Finding that below the surface Things aren't what they seem You were all that kept me alive Saved me from this calamity Yet with your hands came my undoing And it's getting hard to breathe 040528 what's it to you? who go blather from