anywhere_but_here ethereal You follow the dampened stairwell In a twisted direction of fate Seeking out false knowledge to hide And forgiveness, to pretend A falling star once graced you Once or twice today Pulled you further and further From where you knew you must be Your thoughts are of what's meant to be The processes and the path To look upon the whole great world And seek all that stand within At your core you hum great symphonies The melodic and forever Touching the seas of greatness And breathing the sighs of relief Tomorrow and a day haven't come To hold your faithful hand Not showing you the lighted fire The passionate breasted dream You question triumphantly, knowing not Of reasons that are so close-by Deceitfully revealing the frozen lines That wander so frivolously Love not what you want nor what you love Follow the dim pattern of always Don't become any of your visions Stay forever hidden Silly beast in your great mind Eating up the whole of the moon Run further and farther and deeper away Be not who you are if you will I look at your face The roundness within The luminescent eyes The core I see you running all ways, but none Looking and hiding Going everywhere the wrong way Smiling incandescently Stop running in circles Around and around You'll get no distance further Than where you wish or wish not to be It's all one great circle One whole, one one So stop trying to fight and to fly to Anywhere but here 040520 ... luminesence K 040520 ... ethereal vague. yes. so one doesn't fully know the meaning or the intent or the to who. ahem. be quiet. 040520 ... fugazi "Burning Too" Anytime but now Anywhere but here Anyone but me I've got to think about my own life We are consumed by society We are obsessed with variety We are all filled with anxiety that this world would not survive We gotta put it out the sky is burning We gotta put it out the water's burning We gotta put it out the earth is burning Outrage but then they say... Anytime but now Anywhere but here Anyone but me I've got to think about my own life The world is not our facility We have a responsibility To use our abilities to keep this place alive Right here right now Do it. Now. Do it. 040520 ... phil there 040521 ... Fire&Roses And there was safety in your arms... warmth by your side... joy in your house... love when I was with you... And now I go anywhere but here. 040521 ... JustOnMonday I've been here for so long, searching endlessly for an exit. I've always known something would go wrong, you always talked so much shit. This place has become a part of me, but it will never be me. You'll agree, I really hate this place, but I never had it in me to run. I'll escape and leave one loved face, but I won't regret ending your fun. This place is all I ever see, but not all I ever want to see. But in reality, forgetting this and leaving here is what I need. Screw your steel trap heart and those eyes and lies that you feed. This place is everything I never wanted to be, but in the end it might be all I'll ever be. In actuality, I'm sure I'll miss you even though I hate you. I wish when passion grew and you said the L word it had been true. This is not me. Here I cannot see. Please let the ending be. Love is all I will ever fear. Just please send me anywhere but here. 040803 ... mood ring it seems i say this too often...i want to be anywhere but here, but not over there, and over there isnt good either. 040803 ... witchesrequiem is the same shit differnt scenery... why bother leaving..? 040804 ... innocent insect i_disappoint_me 050616 ... Lemon_Soda Anywhere but here, just wouldn't do. I only know that I am alive and can see and breath and think here. Now. I can enjoy that. Anywhere but here is not. Why would I ever pine for it, then? I_disapoint_me to not be happy with where I put myself. 050616 ... Lemon_Soda i_disappoint_me that is. 050616 ... unhinged living_alone caught_in_the_rain homesick 090430 ... Lemon_Soda No optimism presents itself, Surety has fled, My surreal selfishness, Envelopes my head, No, I"m not perfect, My environment tells me so, I'm less than I should be, I'm improving way to slow, I have this dumpy feeling, A blah soul, incomplete, A wash of dirty water, From my head to feet, I'm typing this here, Hopeing I don't hear shit, I feel like my 4 year old, On the verge of a fit, I can't, I want, I have to, I won't, I'll stop, I cry to a;kda;hggjfaaao frget it 090430 what's it to you? who go blather from